Geraldine's Blues

2012-01-08T17:55:00.005+08:00

Heyz, back from HK for quite some time already. Which was a trip that I meant to keep it as a secret because I had no idea of what kind of souvenirs to buy and where to buy them since my dad, mum and I decided to go on a free-and-easy with me doing most of the 'Homework'.

Well, since my parents didn't like museums and rides. We missed a couple of museums that I was wishing to go, for eg, the wax museum, the hongkong space museum and science museum. Also, we didn't go to Disneyland. But I was glad that we went to HongKong's Ocean Park... where by I managed to take one of the rides. The minor rides... -.- of course, under the supervision of my Eagle-eyed mum. I took the less exhilarating flying swing... :S Oh wells, better than nothing, at least I felt that my HKD280 was more worth...

Shall post some pictures on soon.. as soon as a edit them... :)

The weather was no joke. Okay, maybe I've never mentioned it before, but I do not like (not to the extend of hate) Winter. It was freaking windy and cold when we were at Ocean Park. The last time I went there was during summer perhaps 10 yrs ago.... so I had entirely no recollection of what and where I visited.

I bet it was 8 degrees up there... near the peak of Victoria Peak. I was clothed in 3 layers of clothes with a thick jacket and yet I was still shivering. Urgh.... and because of the chillness, my parents wouldn't allow me to take the water rides :(

I MUST MUST go there again in SUMMER and take all the rides. It is really worth the money as HKD280's almost equivalent to SGD45 bucks... (the exchange rate is about HDK6:SGD1)

http://www.oceanpark.com.hk/html/en/plan-your-visit/overview/
2 parts of the 'mountain' yea. even without the rides... my parents and I stayed at the theme park from 10am-4.30pm. Imagine taking ALL the rides... it'll be 9pm?! haha.

2012-01-01T14:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of the eventful year 2011.
There were lots of drastic changes in life...

Some major events in 2011:

I got my 1st job. Worked at NLB, polyclinic and ended up as part-time tutor. (anyone interested in tutoring at tuition centre on weekdays? We're looking for employees~)

Receieved my A lvl results. Registered for schools.

Went Taiwan, for the last time in the next 2-3 yrs' time.

Applied and got into SIM.

and lots of new experiences gained. Is this the mark of adulthood? OOh new manga and anime updates!!! *switches back to manga website* hahah, perhaps, it's not time yet.

2011-12-13T16:21:00.002+08:00

My poor neglected blog. *sayang~*
I'm back. cos my holidays are here. :)
Did some renovations too, cos the previous blogskin's background pic got deleted by the original user. Here's some plan blue background. :)

Listen to this song if you like acoustic acapella like songs or cute boys hahah! :X

Will be updating soon.

2011-10-28T09:17:00.003+08:00

Its just 3 more days till the end of this month and also Halloween.

And hooray~ for my dreadful weekly comms blog is coming to an end. I don't have to blog anymore but I've gotta work on the number of comments I have. Great blog posts plus 15 comments per post to secure an A, as many seniors claimed. Thanks to great friends out there :) I dont mean that if you didn comment then you're not a great friend k, I know that it's boring to read an academic blog and to actually think of something constructive to write. Like how I am suffering now - to help each of my OG members who are in comm 101 to comment on each and every post in their blog D:

Good news aside, projects are coming to an end to. That IS bad, for my comm group hasn't done anything I consider as productive and progressive enough - more than half of them are the last minute type, so my power of being on task and on time is jus too weak :( sigh. I just hope to get it over and done with.

CSE mini project was just released like yesterday. I was stunned by the programming question. Seriously, why are we required to take CSE (though it's a free-A module).

For Psy, we did a reserach paper on Foster Children. It sounds good and I feel that it's all turn out to be an awesome 13% on in our hands :) Talked about their behavior, problems, consequences and soutions available.

For Soc, we're doing on Why are Singaporeans Marrying later. My soc group seems good. :) everyone's been really cooperative so far. and I'm the group leader, muhahah! Anyways, for this one, the deadline's last week of the semester so... I guess it's better to start early.

All these projects are making me miss my sec sch projects and my PW group. :) Saw siddiq :O with hair of decent length - didn seem like he's in army, Nizam too.

Anyways, NEXT NEXT MONDAY'S ANOTHER PUBLIC HOLIDAY!!! YIIPPPPPPPIIIIIEEEEEE!

Cant wait for CNY where we have Sat, Sun, Mon and Tue! woots.

Oh, and my parents went to Universal Studios yesterday. I was glad that my parents went because they sounded like they enjoyed themselves very much :) It's been a long time since I saw them having such fun. I look forward to the day when our whole family can go Taiwan or any other countries for a holiday. It's been years since I last went overseas with my Bro. He and his damn theory - I must earn loads of money, so I'm staying here. URGH. baka!

okay, I shall sign off for now... cya soon.

Another great song: Parachute's Forever Always

2011-10-01T22:32:00.004+08:00

We all need grit, the ability to persist in the face of obstacles and even failure.

New York Sunday Times:
Paul Tough’s essay “What if the Secret to Success is Failure?” In it, he interviews teachers, principals and other educators who believe that “character” – variously defined – is a more important ingredient in long-term life success than academic smarts are.

Tough writes much of his article about the American KIPP schools, remarkably successful charter schools for students in difficulty. KIPP graduates an impressive number of its at-risk students, but followup studies have shown that these students don’t always thrive once they get to college, and a large number don’t complete their degrees. According to one of his subjects,

the students who persisted in college were not necessarily the ones who had excelled academically [at the KIPP schools]; they were the ones with exceptional character strengths, like optimism and persistence and social intelligence. They were the ones who were able to recover from a bad grade and resolve to do better next time; to bounce back from a fight with their parents; to resist the urge to go out to the movies and stay home and study instead…
Another researcher tells him,

…learning is hard. True, learning is fun, exhilarating and gratifying — but it is also often daunting, exhausting and sometimes discouraging. . . . To help chronically low-performing but intelligent students, educators and parents must first recognize that character is at least as important as intellect.
Tough, reflecting on these observations, comments that

the struggle to pull yourself through a crisis, to come to terms on a deep level with your own shortcomings and to labor to overcome them — is exactly what is missing for so many students…

2011-09-30T20:44:00.002+08:00

These days, my days are so packed with school work that it took so many days (since the last time i blogged, till today) to realise that I've neglected my personal blog.

I guess it's thanks to the weekly assignment - com101 module requires us to do a weekly post on recent media texts that can be related to what was being taught in that week. I guess it's beneficial as it makes us reflect on the lectures and demands us to be able to apply what we learn to current affairs... Though it's just a simple 400 word entry, it's time consuming to hunt for suitable media texts.

But, a great thanks to ruishan, winnie, manda, shuwen, tricia and JJ (lather 2 are my OG mates - not frens)

for taking time to read my blog and comment on it. *hint hint*

hinted and told Jo and serene right in the face a couple of times to support my blog... but those attempts were useless... oh wellzzzz

and even texted some of [TG] to comment, but.... oh wellzzzz

hahaa...

I'm currently leading an unhealthy lifestyle - late nights, irregular meals, little vege :(
My October Resolution: to regulate my eating habits 1st. Sleep... cant be helped if I have loads of work to complete...

Wonder how's school work affecting you guys...
It's been a long time since I last saw u guys...
Hope to see you all soon, I shall start writing my com101 blog now.

http://www.geegabites.wordpress.com
do visit and leave a comment...
critera: about 50 words, state agree/disagree/your views or comments about what I said/what you gotta say about the media i shared...

cos I'll be talking quite a bit about my com101 theories... so u dont hv to really understand what i say... haha

THANKS IN ADVANCE!

oh wow, that's 300+ words

2011-09-18T11:23:00.001+08:00

Ride on your dreams...

2011-09-15T21:29:00.003+08:00

a really random food for thought

okays, school is taking up like almost the whole of my life. I've already working on 3 (3 mths long) projects, this is crazy! I wonder if it's gona be like this for the rest of my semester.

comms project is maddening. You've gotta do movie reviews and evaluation according to what we're going to learn from Unit 1-4. Which will only end 7-8 weeks later. Insanity. I tell you what, I think i'm going to go borrow the school's comms txtbk and perhaps note down/photocopy (even better) unit 1-4. IF, if it's not a lot. hang on, let me check my course outline...

alright, that's probably, 1/2 of the syllabus. still okay, still manageable.

psy. we're working on perceptions and attributions, hope sth interesting gets cooking. dunno when's the due date though. but, ANYWAYS... going to the next proj

soc. our given topic - religion. It's really cool. nva really touched this topic. but it's gona be interesting finding out more abt religions that may be unheard of, the interesting rules their believers have to abide. due date's nov. it seems like it's not rush but.... nov is when all the final semester exams comes... ahhh... so i intend to suggest to my grpmates to finish it by mid oct. :D awesome-ness

I realised that I'm kinda HOOKED to using the word "awesomeness"

It seems that a lot of ppl in UB uses it. and, i'm kinda influenced.. yea.

Anyways, my new frens at UB are not bad. They come from areas that i almost nva been to... yishun, ang mo kio, bishan... kovan....

And one said that "Tampines is the most Uloo place in Singapore..."
and she lives in YISHUN. And i shot back at her with this "like.. comeon. tampines' got 3 malls, and yishun? that lonely mall there" :P

It's kinda sad that i didn make any frens that drives and lives in the east. I think the student council shld totally, GET SHUTTLE BUSES TO GO TO paya lebar at least, to fetch students to sch.

we poor souls

the rah-rah over eye candies and however one wears clothes are on-going...
realised that there's a lot of smokers in sch and that I've been brought up in an extremely safe and protected and fortunate environment. Uni's like an eye-opener for me.

sorry ruishan, shuwen and zing that didn make time to celebrate ur bdays.

sorry shuwen and zing that i didn prepare ur bday presents :O

But i did cook up some interesting smses to make up for them :D (i hope and i think, *crosses fingers*)

anyways.

shall update more in WEEEEKSSSSS

off to wreck my brain for comms blog entry.

BTW: www.geegebites.wordpress.com

do visit regularly. it is rumoured that one only gets As with good blog entries with about 10 comments per post. FREAKY COMMS 101 teacher.

*note: do not take comms 101 unless u r willing to pick up the challenge, unless that recruit a new lecturer for this module. =.=

Adios!~

super junior's superman.
The songs' not of much substance, but their dance choreography is ALWAYS ALWAYS v.refreshing.

2011-09-05T21:39:00.003+08:00

AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

getting lazy to even just retell about my daily life...

School has started (oh wows), and there's already projects piling up. I wonder if it's just UB (Uni of Buffalo) or are all freshies facing the same fate - well, zing and chris both from Uni of London aren't having ANY projects.. :/ but the hind side is that they have 3 hr kind of lessons and are usually scheduled early in the morning...

I've gotta say that I consider myself as a fortune freshie, having frens(serene, jo and chris) travelling to school together, knowing 2 ppl who hv the exact schedule as me, and being able to have 4 days of late lessons. Waking up early is really an issue for me...

This morning, I was almost late but i reached my CSE aka computer science class at 8:28am. phew. Seriously, no matter how early i wake up, or how late, I'll still fall back to sleep, once I've washed up, just before i start changing and making my bed. Bad Bad Bad, extremely bad habit.

One thing that I hate most abt SIM is this:

NP Shuttle Bus

WHAT'S NEW?

All Shuttle Buses to bypass SIM bus stop

With effect from Tuesday 3 May 2011, all shuttle buses will no longer call at the SIM bus stop. Buses from Ang Mo Kio, Hougang, Tampines and Woodlands will only call at the pair of bus stops opposite and in front of NP.

damn it, like !#%$###^^*#%*!%

but after taking a good look at their servicing times..

Service Timing for Tampines Route:

Departure - Tampines	Arrival - Ngee Ann Polytechnic bus stop *
0650 hrs	0740 hrs
0700 hrs	0750 hrs
0735 hrs	0825 hrs
0740 hrs	0830 hrs
0745 hrs	0835 hrs
0750 hrs	0840 hrs

and the little note at the bottom.

* Arrival timings may vary due to adverse traffic conditions --> which always happens
^#Service is withdrawn due to study/exam week--> * double sighs*

I think I feel fine. cos I'm not going to make it to sch in time even if i took the shuttle bus. Oh wells.

i'm currently studying english, computer science, intro of communication, intro of psychology and intro of sociology now.

well, english, is rubbish, learning abt all those verbs, process-thinking, thought process for essays etc.

computer science, is also rubbish, cos I'm soo not going to use it in future... chpt 1 has been really mathsy (a new term i invented, 10 sec ago), strongly related to math

comms, i heard that the lecturer is a sexist - biased towards boys, but so far for lesson 1, I've yet to see any signs of sexism... perhaps time will show... but there's ALOT of assignments for it already, like reflective blogs, grp proj (which we'll be briefed on later in the week), an essay on 3 adverts that are shown on local tv these 2 weeks... details to these assignments are a handful, no, i should say, there's a LIST of rules and details to these assignments that we hv to comply to..

bleahhhk~ (bleah+eeek)

next on the list, psy. a very talkative teacher, nope, it's a Dr. 1 very talkative Dr. I hv as my lecturer. I guess, she repeats each and every of her stories to every batch of students... but overall is an interesting lesson *browses through content page*, eventhough, we're covering the boring biological aspects of psychology now.. neurons, action potential.. blablabla... LOADS of self-reading to be done.

Soc, sama sama as comms, talkative and loud tcher. *browses through content page again*, there's lots of interesting topics to cover, like sexism, equality etc, but, apparently, we're covering the boring part 1st.. the HISTORY (how much did i wished i did not hv to hear of this word since O lvls) of sociology... LOADS of pre-reading and self-reading to be done or u'll catch no balls during lectures, which I am experiencing now. -.-

oh wells, that's kinda of a brief intro of my school so far (ps: today's like the beginning of my 2nd week o-n-l-y). Thinking on the bright side, I only need to endure 3 more months of these and that's IT. THAT'S IT.

comeon! comeon,
bring it on,
slowly please~

soothing music

2011-08-25T16:48:00.003+08:00

I just came back from UB Freshmen Orientation Camp yesterday. Woke up with muscle aches all over my body. The 3 worst things i hate about all camps are bathing issues and sleeping issues and food. and apparently, i also experienced these problems during the camp. And amazingly, no one got sun-burnt in this camp. The sun was being merciful on us :)

But sleeping at Changi Adventure Campsite was no joke. Every few minutes, there'll be sounds of plane engines roaring... nothing much interesting to take about..

Now that sch has started... My worries now are abt textbks

HEADACHEEEEEEEEE

2011-08-19T23:35:00.002+08:00

Bowling :D

Epic Moment from Serene!

2011-08-10T21:57:00.002+08:00

Work is coming to an end, while school is about to start.

What awaits ahead of me?

I believe it's a brand new adventure for us all to discover.

Wonderful times

It's my time to rise and shine~

2011-07-30T16:44:00.002+08:00

In recent weeks, I realised that, I'm working like... EVERYDAY :O Monday to Sunday.

I've given myself a new nick, called money making machine. haha. but where does the $$ goes? to my soon-to-come laptop and specs.

I'm officially enrolled into SIM's communications. Well, I went through some arguments with my mum regarding which institute shld i enroll to but, I guess, I'm still a mummy's girl afterall. All my perseverance have gone down the drain..... whoosssh.

I thought, for once, I would be incharge of this major decision in my 19th yrs of life, but yar, guess, I have not proved my parents wrong, abt me being matured and sensible enough to do so.
For secondary school and JC, my decisions to get to these schools were always being 'maneuvered' .... but nvm, so far my life has been smooth and I'm good.

Alright, putting my gotten-over-'defeat' aside.

Great to hear that I'll be in the same school as serene and chris :] Wonder if there'll be any camps or just a simple orientation on 23rd of Aug as stated on the documents they mailed.

Loads of ppl are starting school next week, gdluck!!!

While, my work is ending in 2 weeks time, I better inform my supervisor :)

song spamming time:

Skyscraper by Demi Lovato

The story of Us by Taylor Swift

B2st's On rainy day

2011-06-27T22:15:00.007+08:00

Work at tuition is torturous but at the same time, entertaining. Getting the kids attention, repeating concepts over and over again and having them making noise in class is torturous... i tell you, my students have extremely LOUD voices. so loud that they can always 'over power' my voice(anyways, my voice ain't loud either), making the other tutors think that I wasn't teaching at all. -.-

my p3 sci class is like.. *vomit blood* they totally TOTALLY dont listen and dont do hw. except for 1 boy, who's super diligent and always bombards you with questions abt shows he saw on discovery channel. Like, do mantra rays have gills and lay eggs? so are they categorised as fish?

okay. i prefer to say that it's becus i'm not knowledgeable enough, but, kid, cant u choose something easier to remember for examples for fish?! like, sardines... *face palm*

then another one,
"can i write dinosaurs for examples of reptiles?" T_T wad to do. to correct them or not?

then i hv this EXTREME student, who mood swings' like Ya(y~)-boohoo~ split seconds, i bet he can make it in the guinness world record... and everytime he throws his stuff and so and asks ppl to help him pick things up.

*purposely drops pen on the floor* "pick it up for me, or i shall not do work."

Well, i'm totally against FORCED LABOUR. so i insisted that he takes his own things... then, the below situation happens...

"okay i shall sit at the back on the floor and not pay attention."

the 1st time i met him, i broke his paper ninja star (unintentionally, just wanted to confiscate it so he would do his work) then he went to the back to throw tantrum. crawling, banging the wall, banging the tables....

after a couple of times, i'm numb to it le, u got anything new? i dont like to pacify kids, like, okayyyy, i pick up for u okay, now u do ur work? *u* seriously... NO way~

Entertaining factor is that they tell you silly things and share lame jokes (yay~ :D), and they understand my LAME JOKESS (applies to only my p5 class) and they do their HW! <3 i understand how my teacher feel now *touched*

i guess that's becus of the contrast btw the 2 classes... though i wished that they all will be softer when they're speaking... not LIKE THATTTTT!!!!!

"hello, ms bai ah, now work at polyclinic, everyday hear phone calls, ears needa rest ah..."

"HUH? what polyclinicccccccccc~?"

=.=||

Work at polyclinic so far has been great, bz bz bz, and fun, my favourite. :) better than nth to do...i'm so-called a workaholic when it comes to work (no, not sch work) ahahhaah！

load and loads of calls, for appointments...

esp mondays, woah, take today for instance, (my very 1st monday) i made/received abt 30 calls?? gosh, my ear drums are on the verge of bursting, guess needa remember to use alternate ears... LOL

okay, and

Do you know what's Jet Lag?

according to wikipedia:

Jet lag, medically referred to as desynchronosis, is a physiological condition which results from alterations to the body's circadian rhythms; it is classified as one of the circadian rhythm sleep disorders. Jet lag results from rapid long-distance transmeridian (east–west or west–east) travel, as on a jet plane.

The condition of jet lag may last several days, and a recovery rate of one day per time zone crossed is a fair guideline.

Well, here a NEW song for it by one of my favs band,

SIMPLE PLAN!!!!!ＹＥＡＡＡＡ

[Verse 1]

What time is it where you are?
I miss you more than anything
Back at home you feel so far
Waitin for the phone to ring
It’s gettin lonely livin upside down
I don’t even wanna be in this town
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

[Chorus]

You say good morning
When it’s midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It’s drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

[Verse 2]

What time is it where you are?
5 more days and i’ll be home
I keep your picture in my car
I hate the thought of you alone
I been keeping busy all the time
Just to try to keep you off my hand
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy

[Chorus]

You say good morning
When it’s midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It’s drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/simple-plan-jet-lag-lyrics.html

[Bridge]

I’ve been keepin busy all time
Just to try to keep you off my mind
Tryin to figure out the time zones makin me crazy
I miss you so bad
I wanna share your horizon
And see the same sunrising
Turn the hour hand back to when you were holding me

[Chorus]

You say good morning
When it’s midnight
Going out of my head
Alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset
It’s drivin me mad
I miss you so bad
And my heart heart heart is so jetlagged

remember them by the video ms Z from sec sch showed us:

and also the famous:

WELCOME TO MY LIFE~

The Click Five - Don't Let Me Go Official Video

2011-06-26T22:46:00.000+08:00

human trafficking...

2011-06-18T17:25:00.002+08:00

Newsflash

I've got a new job. :)

currently working at pasir ris polyclinic as 'helper' and appointment clerk at the reception :D

and then i'm too lazy to make a fathers' day gift. sry papa~ :P make it up to u next time. am running out of creative juices....

tata~

bet you hv heard this song millions of times but have yet to watch its MV. check this out. it's back street boys' EVERYBODY~

it's like a halloween movie~ lol

2011-06-09T12:02:00.003+08:00

你想在如此蔚藍寧靜的海洋前這麽坐著，好好的放空大腦，傾聽海浪拍打在沙灘上的聲音嗎？或者，到一顆空無一人的島嶼上，卸下所有的顧慮，大方的躺在大地，讓溫柔的陽光烤一烤身子，流一流汗，順便把煩惱都一起流失嗎？

這樣的生活，人人都想擁有嗎？

最近，縂覺得身邊的人腳步快得叫人跟不上。大家都十分積極的工作。似乎，是自己把腳步放得太慢了吧。雖然目前有學業方面的問題可忙，每個星期天還有給小學生上補習班，但還覺得這種毫無（空虛）的日子，還真難熬啊！

我想，只有那些平常忙得喘不過氣來的人（like my dad, mum and bro）、努力在找但卻還沒有工作的人，才會羡慕我這種悠哉悠閒的生活。

大概又是我那顆不知足的心在作祟了......
還是，之前工作的日子，似乎成了一種習慣？我想，人性是矛盾的...

忙碌時，想要放鬆
休息太久了，有懷念起忙碌的時候...

人心，難以滿足吧...

Leehom Wang - Yi Shou Jian Dan De Ge

2011-06-03T20:57:00.000+08:00

2011-05-24T13:01:00.002+08:00

This made me stood up IMMEDIATELY from my chair and start walking on the spot....

Via: Medical Billing And Coding

2011-05-22T11:51:00.003+08:00

I've got a job interview today =.=
it's a tuition tcher job
dang
i hv to prepare a "tcher's hw" to show how i would teach in class to the interviewers.
it'll be worse than PW.
ok, i shld convince myself that it's same as PW.

i think i'll demonstrate primary sch math and sci... *off to check up on current syllabus om moe website*
hmmm, looks okay. i think i'll do just fine....

i didn get this job on my own. i didn want to apply for this job. i just got back from taiwan on wed midnight. i haven even update my frens with my trip.

BUT it was an offer from the daughter of my mum's fren. she just started this tuition business, and need both tutors and students. so, i easily got a call for interview. i cant turn ppl down right...

if you're interested in this job offer, do contact me.. i'll fill u up with how to apply for the job :)

oh yar, gotta bring my certs and portfolios..
gotta, dress formally..
gotta, bring my A4 exercise bk where i wrote wad i wanted to show..

*sigh*

all the best at 4.30pm *heart thumping*

putting those aside, shall update u guys a little abt my taiwan trip. as usual, the same old relatives and cousins.... went for 8 days and 5 of those days were rainy days. Rainy like... RAIN RAIN RAIN RAIN...ING.... the weather was wet and cold. You need at least a warm t-shirt/long sleeve/ just a jacket getting around outdoors, though i still see some girls wearing sleeveless tops and mini shorts, oh well, abnormal peeeps.

and guess wad. i wore 'pon-chos' aka raincoats walking through the nightmarket... i feel a little hot on my cheeks, cos i was kinda embarrassed, but, i thought, nvm la, i'm not doing a catwalk and nobody knows me/cares abt my existence anywayzzz, no need to upkeep my image... so i strode down the night market...

glad that i didn take any photos with my pon-chos on... *no eyes to see*

tmr, i'll be going out to see my NLB colleagues :D the similar age ones :D we'll be watching pirates of the carribean.. wOHOOOOOOO

then... then then... i dunno wadelse to say in such a short time now... okay, i post songs then...

CNBLUE :D

F(x), the dance is awesome.

avril.. my all time fav, but ignore the vulgarities.. =.=

The fire was out
But then the phone rang
And all of the heat came back again
As much as I try
Your hard to resist
And all it takes is just one kiss
And I’m finally in your hands
I’m under your spell
You sent me spinning

[Chorus:]
You pull me in close
You throw me away
I keep coming back like a boomerang
You tell me to go
You beg me to stay
I keep coming back like a boomerang
Around around around back again
Around around around back again

You treated me like I’m your little toy
You tell me I’m not like other boys
And next thing I know you toss me aside
And you don’t even bother with goodbye
But when you say hello
I can’t ignore you
You sent me spinning

[Chorus]

Boom boom boom now my heart is racing
Boom boom boom after you I’m chasing
Boom boom boom you got to catch me when I fall
You sent me spinning

Plain White T's, the ones who sang Hey there Delilah..how's life in New York City...

Taylor swift, MEAN. :D nice lyrics.. and country feel

the is the best one. :D

2011-05-05T16:58:00.003+08:00

2011-05-03T12:20:00.003+08:00

I just bought a digital cam with my very own hard earned money :)
Am so proud of myself.
But, few seconds ago, i just broke the tip of my tripod -.- argh, baka! nvm, i dont think i'll need to use it. Right?! The camera can very well stand on its own. :) ---> :S Yes?

Bought the black Canon's IXUS 220 HS, 12.1 mega pixels. hmm, good enough for basic scenery shootings...

and their warranty page is under maintenance -.- hopefully i remember to register it before the 1 mth deadline is up.

alrighties. today, is the 1st day of NO WORK DAY ^_^ horray
Job has not been fun, cos i hate the fact that there's the dusts and weird smells and lizard poo on the papers

But, but, fun part was the people i meet there :) they're funny and friendly.

show yer some pics.... brb

okay, the pic uploader is failing on me. nvm, next time then. cos my tummy is growling for food now. and it's enough of com time for the day. i shall see you all tmr for more updates on my job and my rantings har har. -.-

here's some songs:

Bruno Mars' The Lazy Song' --> somewhat like what i'm feeling now, minus the sex part -.-
other than that, the monkeys dancing are comedic too.. hehehe. okayz

And here's The Scripts If you ever come back, the lyrics are BEAUTIFUL. so it's a MUST SEE!

byezz

taiwan trip in XX days

2011-04-17T15:00:00.005+08:00

alright.. pictures of my bday presents ;)

paper bag designed by ms serene low. :D

necklace by my mum. mini heart and diamond shapes. dainty.

I didn expect to receive an owl pendant but... it looks gooooooood, it can sway~ wheee~ haven tried it yet.

A card my dad and mum wrote. and the card plays music, hell irritating. >:|

I spent 45mins piecing the 108 pieces together. :) it's NICE! love the stary night feel X)

Intuition by CNBLUE~ wooots

Ventriloquist. is a person who puts up an act of stagecraft by manipulating his or her voice so that it appears that the voice is coming from elsewhere, usually a puppeteered "dummy". My colleague linked me this extremely hilarious video that i've got to share with you guys.

I had some hard time understanding what he was saying so i went to look up for eng subs. and there it is. I can watch it over and over again...

SILENCE, I KEEL YOU!

apparently, my colleague said that my laughter sounds like the puppet. -.- oh wells. It's up to you guys to judge.

It reminds me of the America's Got Talent winner, Terry Fator. He was a ventriloquist too, but he does more of singing than comedy.

here another one, an old one that i've shared with a number of ppl already. But juts in case i miss you out.

Michael Buble, you know?

now, here's a video where he did a comedic skit at this American show called Saturday Night Live, whereby he acted as a victim who's forced into a contract - performing at a restaurant that this other man opens.

The other man is called Jon Hamm, he's an actor in some show that many of us have not seen or heard off, which I do not wish to delve into explaining.

hahhaa, disgusting right? champagne with floating chunks of pork.. bleahk~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBC7pilGoPc
There's another one with Beyonce's single ladies. and you'll never figure out who's featured in to. Justin Timberlake!!! ROFLOL. even if you dont know them. it's okay, it's just really crapp watching them... XD
They keep harassing Beyonce. haha...and keep emphasizing they're dancers cos Justin Timberlake was so-called, a great dancer... u know. haha okay, nvm. Dont watch it -.-

Thta's all for now....

2 MORE WEEKS TO FREEDOM~ XD
saving up for new specs and camera. kufufufufu~

2011-04-15T20:36:00.001+08:00

My job contract is coming to an end.

hiakhiakhiakhiak

2011-03-26T13:01:00.002+08:00

Today. Is the very faithful day that I'm gona deliver my application documents to SMU, NTU and NUS. ppl like Jiayun has already got confirmation calls that she's got a place in NUS FASS already. good for her.

But i guess lady luck wont be smiling at me, not even a smirk or a slight lift of the muscles around the edge of her mouth. But as i said, I'm totally, like totally, prepared to apply for MDIS's mass comm studies in june. Sometimes I do hope that NIE would decline my application. hhaha, but yar, face the fact. Mass Comm may not be suitable for me.

I am interested. But, AM I TALENTED/GIFTED? Perhaps not, Only time will be able to reveal what the future has in stall for me.

but but but...

For now, I'll do wad i can to maximise my chances :)

My bday was rather unusual.

Went to Guan Yin Temple at Outram Park to pray. bought new sneakers.

My mum bought me a necklace.. the pendant looked like a ring, but my fingers cant fit in -.- haha obviously.. it's a pendant.

TG got me a owl necklace :D and gave me a free movie treat.

Gnomeo and Juliet. It wasn't worth watching, but, yeah, still 'my type' of movie.

Will upload the pictures of the presents up soon. :) gtg now. adios!

2011-03-13T12:22:00.004+08:00

okokok.. i sort of finally thought of what i want for my bday.

1) a simple long necklace that's really light and not very dangly and size of about half a palm size. Like having pendants that are feathers, or some flat metal/plastic pendants with shape of a star/bear/the letter 'G'/crown. It can be of any colour. silver, black, gold, pink, blue, green, red, anything. no human like features, like face or anything, cos i think it's scary.

Something like the pictures below...

I dont want those alphabet sets where u can go home and mix and form any words u like at home, selling at minibits. nonono.

OR

2) treat me to a weekday/weekend movie + free snacks/popcorn during movie :P

OR

3) medium to small sized box containing a puzzle that's like more than 200 piece :D, cos i wanna make sure it can fit in my small cabinet and keep piecing and un-piece as and when i'm in a puzzle mood. I dont know how ex it is.. but if it's more than 25 bucks then forget it. Buy me a puzzle that's around 20 bucks.

Picture, either famous animes :P like TOTORO,One Piece, Bleach (main characters), ouran high school host club, d grayman, katekyo hitman reborn, vampire knight, or sceneries featuring meadows :D, or disney characters (no looney tunes, cos the graphics not nice). :]

YAY! I'm done!!! wo hooo~

2011-03-07T16:30:00.002+08:00

I've walked out of my misery from the results :)

thx to my dear friends.

I think i finally see some light.
My mind is fixed onto what i wanna choose.

I will not stop pursuing my dream.

2011-03-05T10:37:00.002+08:00

I did bad for the A as compared to the majority.

Once again, I'm here, standing in front of a series of paths.
A new beginning awaits ahead of me.

However, the confusion of what I should do in life comes in.
To PURSUE my DREAM or To LEAD the SAFEST ROUTE

To head back to Poly or To get into some academic courses in Uni and perhaps enter NIE later, or just enter NIE NOW.

There's one more option though, to go to a private Uni and enter my desired course, but as some have told me, the cert achieved from the institute may not be recognised and for the sake of my parents, I will try to save their $$ and go to a gov school. I don't wanna waste their money when it turns out that I fail to work in the Mass Media Industry in the future.

I'm totally putting retaking aside, cos I didn't fail any of my subjects (neither did I have a good pass in any of them) and something, perhaps my instinct, tells me that I will not perform any better even if I attempt to retake.

I need time to think about what I can do now. Give me some time. I will reveal which path I will be taking soon.

In my Dream - Super Junior, a soothing song to calm my soul

2011-02-24T22:30:00.001+08:00

kinda sad when i log on to facebook, twitter and msn now.. cos some of the guys have gone for BMT. sigh, less ppl to talk crap to. sigh.

Had a couple of outings...
had a 'farewell' dinner with JC friends @ Bedok pt's pasta mania
went to NTU talk

then this week, going with 1/2 TG dinner
next tues minds with JC

I think i'll hide myself sometime after results day.

work @ NLB warehse is so far so good. just that.. lots of smokers around, cos i'm quite sensitive to cigarettes so i could find out who smokes frequently and who doesn't...

i rmbr going to DBS area for lunch when i see this LONG queue of office men and women along the shelter/bus bay, each with a cigarette on their hand. This is really exaggerating but yes, it happened before my eyes.

I tot the number of ppl smoking hv decreased over the years, when i saw an article on the newspaper saying the number is risen. Plus, my colleagues and supervisor has been telling my (absurd) stories that i choose to believe partially. well, i truly am thankful to be brought up in peaceful and well sheltered environment, i guess. I love my friends :D hahhaaa

nowadays i do different tasks in my workplace... at 1st it was just sorting the papers according to their categories, date, company.. then it was listing aka data entry of the papers in the warehse. And now, i'm listing and checking old chinese magazines that were of my parents' time, that can backdate to as early as 1950 to the early 1990s.

It's kinda cool.. cos when i dont feel like chionging my job, i'll pause and read the articles...
And you get to find interesting pictures and adverts. I dont bother to really read the articles and passages as the words like almost as tiny as ants from the screen.. hahaa

The previous blog.. i showed u all the wei xian yu advert --> gastric medicine.

Today i'm going to show u more...

The Philips advert. U know Philips, the one that sells electrical appliances for home use?
The cartoons draw with faces like 面包超人, lol.

Sweet urine = 糖尿病 daibetes o.0? okay

This is one of the weirdest. It's a comic. and the man is telling the younger guy in the cuffs that, "Thhat's what youy get when you don't study Hard enough." Totally :o omg
Nooo~ i dont want this to happen to meeeeeee~~~~

This is what we call 左拥右抱 -.- 2 wives siahhhh

This was a comic drawn during deflation of American dollar and pounds or when ppl tot that value of gold overrides these 2 currencies...

I-N-T-E-R-E-S-T-I-N-G

ofcourse, i nva fail to keep myself updated on new songs... :D

Pretty girl rock.

ANDDDDD SUPER JUNIOR M's new song!!!! but i am disappointed that their Chinese has not improved (i guess, that's the reason for the chinese subtitles, muhahahahah~ ) and the dance is getting harder. Sorry sorry was so much easier to recall. but still, the catchy tune...

Last fri, my company gave each of their staff a ticket to Universal Studios..wohoo~

i had my VERY 1ST roller coaster ride in my whole 19 yrs of life. well, that's actually not that long the wait.. :P but still. WOHOOO, wouldn't hv done it if my parents were there.

when i was waiting in the queue, my heart was at a stand still, so i felt CALM. totally, unafraid and laughing @ my other colleagues. then i feel jitters when i was set to the seats, awaiting for takeoff. Wooosh, as the ride took off and HAHAHAAH~~~ AHHHH! HAHAHAHA!!! AHHH~

i kept laughing and shouting throughout the ride. I guess that's how the adrenaline works on me. :)

i went home and told my mum abt my ADVENTURE..(lol) and she was like

:O 哈？这么大胆！哎哟~ TSK TSK TSK.. hahhaa

I took the human star galatica and revenge of the mummy... totally HIGH~
The waterworld show was AWESOME, though i got splashed quite badly, cos i sat at the "SLIGHTLY WET" area, when there was NO ONE SEATED ON THE 'WET' AREA ZZzzzz. well done geraldine!

i was glad that my colleague only told me that the whole skit was copied from a movie only on Monday. Or i'll be so disappointed. Cos the stunts will throw anyone into a how-did-she/he-do-that, and OH-MI-GOD mode. and a further disappointment when he said that it was the very same show in every other universal studio. =.=

putting that disappointment aside, the lights, cameras, action! showcase was really cool. but it's sad that it'll always be the very same show over and over again... over and over again..

SIANNNNN.

Oh wells, @ least i saved 66 bucks :D

cya again next time~~~ tata~

Home — 2011 Extended Edition

2011-02-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

New version of This Is Home :) nice. Now there's a background rap accompanying it. Cool. Try it.

2011-02-12T15:37:00.003+08:00

The stupid pile of company reports that never fail to grow... together with the GREAT WALL of post-it

This was what i saw from a pdf file which i'm supposed to look through... it's some chinese magazine that was published in 1950s.

Look @ this advert!!!! ROFLOL

This was wad i had for CNY eve dinner :) yum yummmmm :D

2011-01-30T11:16:00.006+08:00

Actually prepared mini tokens for christmas for TG... but couldnt meet up with them. (T_T)
Guess, it'll still be kept in my room and admired by myself.. hahah.

Right, back to the main topic.
GUESS WHAT?! Geraldine finally got herself a JOB! woohoooo~
After interview on Tuesday, my BGC consultant called my in the afternoon to ask me over to sign the job contract already.. :D

Before I delve into updates about work, I wanna thank the following ppl who gave me support during my job hunt.

Beebee and meiling for job opportunities
manda and shan as job advisors
serene for the one day job and distressing :D

And my job consultants from various agencies. haha

I got an admin job @ NLB's warehouse which is a 15 min walk from Singapore EXPO MRT.
Fortunately for me, my dad's gona drive me to and fro from work everyday :D
Here's some updates about my job so far and some juicy news i heard.

Firstly, this is a picture of how the warehouse of my department looks like. We're the old information keepers. So a lot of old books, magazines, newsletters, newspapers and company's reports and stored here. See the shelves... it's something like you see at the IKEA warehouse. Actually, I thought I was only as tall as the 3rd shelf from the bottom, but after I saw the labels of the years, I think I'm only as tall as the 5th shelf. But it's still very threatening to see boxes of articles towering above you. We have to use this vehicle to travel all the way up to get a box from the top shelves.

Check out one of the boxes i saw when i was lazying around during my 1 hr's lunch break.
It says, "Lucky Star Guide to $10,000 Word Puzzle"
Totally, (-.-), there's even such an article, THAT IS WORTH TO BE RECORDED AND STORED? For the next few weeks, i will venture deeper into the warehouse to look for more nonsensical titles to share k? hahaha

My job now, is to sort out business reports and information according to their categories, year, month, and up to their very date that they are published. Then later, I am count the number of pieces (that usually goes to more than 50 for a single category that has been sorted according to its year) and then tie them up nicely and pack into boxes that are then shelved. Imagine the WHOLE year of reports combined from a company... u need 1.5 box to pack them up.

I spend the WHOLE 6 hrs with my college doing Phillips' company reports, and that was only from 1992-1999. Then I spent the whole 7 hours doing Sasson's reports from 1995-1998. And they were still incomplete. YOU KNOW WHY?

cos there were like 10 boxes of them and they were not sort according to anything @ all. It's rojak. So, we had to dig everything out and check piece by piece for the year. Sometimes, no i should say, many times, human error occurs. We missed out a few pieces and found them hidden in lather years reports.

So, we had to untie the previous year reports that were arranged nicely, slot them into the respective dates, count them again, label, then tie back again...etc etc.

The frustration comes when you're already starting on the 3rd yr when many reports about the 1st yr appears.

Then, there's also a problem about getting paper cuts. Well, as compared to the frustration,
it's less serious.

My supervisor told me that as soon as i finish Sasson's reports he'll transfer me to the computer room to do listing of that company's reports. okay, so it'll be after the CNY, definitely. Sasson has 1976-2002. GREAT. And it takes 2 huge boxes to fill up 1 year. I can wait long long. But it's fun sorting out papers though. Just don't like to see missing pages and I'll go "WELL DONE, WE HAVE MISSING REPORTS, YAY!"

Let's talk about my colleges. They're all guys, to be exact, 3 other guys. They said they were all scammed by BGC, the agency. They were offered admin jobs, then they came here and ended up as coolies working @ the warehouse, sad for them. LOL. But the girls were more fortune, (except me,) they either did not need to go to the warehouse AT ALL, or just stayed for 1 day. But I haven been officially, or actually, met the girls yet. However, I seen a handful of MJC faces here at the various departments.

So why do I need to be in there for weeks? Hmmmm

Well, my colleges, one was waiting for A lvls too, 1 was working for IT industry when he got sick for the job and wanted to try something else for the time being, he's 28, and another one, who's around 50, i dont really know much about him other than he being a slacker.

You wanna know how GOOD he is @ being a slacker? Well, he sets his handphone daily alarms 5 mins BEFORE:
work, which is @ 8.30am --> but he never starts work on time, he just sits there or walk around the warehouse
1st tea break, @ 10 - 10.15am --> he will make sure he makes FULL use of the time OUT of the warehouse
lunch @ 12.30 - 1.30pm --> never comes back exactly after 1 hr...
2nd tea break, @ 3 - 3.15pm --> again...
And the most IMPORTANT OF ALL
knock off time, @ 5.30pm --> by 5pm, he'll stop work and start walking around the warehouse looking for articles to read. -.-

SLACKER!!!
Cus, during our tea breaks one of my college doesn't leave at all, he continues work.
The other one would be back within 5 min, really just to sip a cup of coffee or tea.
Then for me, i'll go to the toilet and come back, or eat my fruits and come back before the 15min ends. HE''SSS SUCH A SLACKER.
The rest of us will always start work immediately when clock strikes 8.30am or even before.
And we'll stop work around 5.20pm, when we finished what we aimed for or what we had on our hands.

Well, that's life, there'll always be a slacker, or a bimbo/bitch, or a complain king, or a workaholic, or a loud-one, in your working environment.

But, in the overall, it's not a stressful environment here. I hope it'll be the same when i get transferred to the listing department. *hopes*

the good thing is that NLB holds staff events. My supervisor said that in Mid Feb, there may be a free trip to Universal Studios, wow. But he said new comers, me, may not get the privilege to go, cos they already booked the tickets. Unless some ppl backs out, then I'll be able to go. Well, I dont really care anyways, I dont think i can take the roller coaster rides, i'll puke. And I dont think I'll have fun without having my close friends around enjoying the rides and showcases with me. :(

Friday, my supervisor reminded me about Super Junior's concert. -geraldine gets stabbed-
We were talking about music genres as we're playing music during work. Then supervisor came and he asked about my music preference, he wanted to check if the generation gap between us was A LOT. hahah, then he said, " DON'T TELL ME YOU'RE THE SUPER JUNIOR TYPE."

LOL, then i said, "why?! I'm not a fan but i like them."
hahaha, then he went," who u like, I only know the leader, shindong, hankyung and the small small cute cute one." =.= what small small cute cute one. then i just ignored him as he continued babbling about his liking towards Girls Generation and walked off.

I managed to forget about super junior's concert during my job hunt, 3 weeks ago and he reminded me... urgghhhh! ok, so far, that's about work.

OH ONE MORE THING. the food @ the nearest canteen, sucks. THANKS! D:

Right, after the 1st day of work, I went to meet wushu ppl for dinner. Tell u, dinner was *vomit*. I feel totally felt out, esp when i was sat beside a malay senior whom i'm totally not familiar with and she always ignores me, so i hate her a bit, then opposite me was this... urgh! -.- i dont wanna mention the name. I'll upload a photo then u interprete.
I was seated @ the corner, then another senior came to save the day, (or not) he squeezed with the person opposite me and started talking...

this photo was taken by the malay senior so she wasn't in it. Well, no offense, there were some misunderstandings or should i say a little/some arguments we had, and it's over, but it's just AWKWARD. esp that we just avoid eye contact. =.=

nvm, wushu ppl dont visit my blog, I'm INVISIBLE, haiz, tot i could bond back alittle but not @ all~ shall not go ever again. :[
Would this ever happen to my Chinese Drama clique? JY, Zekai, rongze, zhiheng. I think so too :( cos zekai's lazy bum, rongze.. he belongs to taiwan.. ,zhiheng, he'll go army later, but soon, and not that close to him anyways :P, then jiayun.. haiz. u're just too far away from me. hahahahaa

Right.... Let's talk about friday. It was my dad's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD! I guess my dad managed to figure out that I had a blog, but he doesn't visit it. HHEHEHE. HI DAD, if u happen to see this. And i spied that he was browsing some facebook pages... gosh, i gotta start to watch what i say on facebook. uhhhh...

But before that, I went to see 3sa chew @ her bra area @ the Robinsons Sale. :D she looked NEAT in her short hair. :) and seems to be enjoyin her life as retail. I guess IF i make it to Uni, i'll try to persuade my mum into letting me in short term retail, like few days for 1 week events. :D
OFCOURSE, it has gotta be either tampines mall, tampines one or century Square. :)

Then yesterday, I went to NTU talk in the afternoon with shuwen and zing, then the rest of my JC clique pangseh-ed us.. *sob sob*, but we're fine with the small small small trio :D

Got another 'attack' from the HUGE SUPER JUNIOR SHOW POSTER outside the music store. -sigh- The poster was not nice (no, I'm not being jealous, but seriously not nice!) I like them better in their MV. And yet girls were gathering around it and taking photos -.- I dont understand.

Alright, back to the NTU seminar. Met A LOT of familiar faces. Ngee Ann ppl. The 2 Jansens, jessie, and many many more which I couldn't call out their names. Saw theresa again, but the rest of TG? eh, manda and gang, where were u all? You all went for morning one???

Went for Communication Studies talk (like duh, it's a geraldine-must!) , then went for accounting and HSS --> humanities and social science. Quite cool, but communicationsssssss it'ssssssss myyyy favvvvvvooouuuurrrriiiiitttteeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

HEHEHE :D

Then we went to Bugis and browsed a couple of picture books @ the National Library to kill time and visit our dear liBRArian faifai!!!
I shall spare him from having his photo uploaded here.. hahhaha

Then, we went for dinner @ phil's steakhouse near Bugis Junction. Zing showed me that it was opposite Pornsak's Restaurant. and i just went, "orh, where?"

It was worth it. The food there tastes as good as Swensens and Manhattan but it's still cheaper and more filling :)

Too bad that we forgot to take photos :\

Oh well, then met up with fairul, who ended his work @ 9pm, to head home. And that was how yesterday, friday and thursday was spent.

I've decided that think regardless of whether i'm going to University or Poly in about 1 mth's time. My first choice would always be Communications. I will pursue my dream :) gdluck GEERRAALLDDDDIINE BAI!

What are your dreams?? dreams are great motivation and makes u think on the positive side. :D so everyone let's work hard towards our dream!!!!!!

OK. song intro. PRICE TAG. :D I posted the live version so B.O.B, the one who rapped, 'ain't nothing on you~..... beautiful girl' , wasn't in it. There's only the accompaniment. Meaningful lyrics that reflect the image of society now. Listen.

Seems like everybody's got a price,
I wonder how they sleep at night.
When the tale comes first,
And the truth comes second,
Just stop, for a minute and
Smile

Why is everybody so serious!
Acting so damn mysterious
You got your shades on your eyes
And your heels so high
That you can't even have a good time.

[Pre-chorus]
Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight...

[Chorus]

It's not about the money, money, money
We don't need your money, money, money
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag

Ain't about the (ha) Cha-Ching Cha-Ching.
Aint about the (yeah) Ba-Bling Ba-Bling
Wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the Price Tag.

[Jessie J - Verse 2]
We need to take it back in time,
When music made us all UNITE!
And it wasn't low blows and video Hoes,
Am I the only one gettin'... tired?

Why is everybody so obsessed?
Money can't buy us happiness
Can we all slow down and enjoy right now

Guarantee we'll be feelin
All right.

[Pre-chorus]
Everybody look to their left (yeah)
Everybody look to their right (ha)
Can you feel that (yeah)
Well pay them with love tonight...

[Chorus]

[B.o.B]
Yeah yeah
well, keep the price tag
and take the cash back
just give me six streams and a half stack
and you can keep the cars
leave me the garage
and all I..
yes all I need are keys and guitars
and guess what, in 30 seconds I'm leaving to Mars
yes we leaving across these undefeatable odds
its like this man, you can't put a price on the life
we do this for the love so we fight and sacrifice everynight
so we aint gon stumble and fall never
waiting to see, a sign of defeat uh uh
so we gon keep everyone moving their feet
so bring back the beat and everybody sing
it's not about...

Yeah yeah
oo-oooh
forget about the price tag

I guess it reminds us that it's Time to get less Materialistic!!! :) And GET REAL :D

Shout out to ppl who's informed about this blog entry and gona read this:

Heloo~ good to be kpo sometimes :D good job! come more often :D

Ruishan, the eager one hahaha :) i wanna know abt ur job too!
Serene oso, go get an interview soon! :D
Shuwen, probably, cos i told her some of the stories already... jiayou for job hunt, dont be lazy and demoralized or unmotivated :\
Jiayun, totally interetsed and working @ tea house. Most likely due to too much caffeine hahaha!
Fairul, maybe he'll be too lazy to read... just like marble, lazing around....
i'll ask bee bee oso... :)

Tell me if i'm missing ppl out, other than that... BYEBYE~~~

2011-01-24T11:26:00.003+08:00

You know what?
I feel that my head's gona burst right now.
I sort of understand the pain of being unemployed.
I am soo eagerly looking for jobs that I don't even mind going as far as tanjong pagar (but not yet outram and orchard, cos going home will be SOO DAMN CROWDED)
I'm even open to clinic assistant and customer service jobs, as long as they're of normal working hours.
Is it that HARD to look for such a job?
I even lowered my expected salary to $6/hr.
I visit the job searching websites EVERYDAY.
Sent out about 8 resumes a day.

WHY CAN'T I FIND MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 weeks. I've searched for THREE WHOLE WEEKS. why.

Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

Hey, Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better.

And any time you feel the pain, hey, Jude, refrain
Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
Well don't you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder

Hey, Jude! Don't let her down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember, to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better.

So let it out and let it in, hey, Jude, begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you, hey, Jude,
You'll do, the movement you need is on your shoulder

Hey, Jude, don't make it bad
Take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better

2011-01-18T20:31:00.003+08:00

Once a life is gone, you can't do anything to take it back.
All we can do is to pray that it's pass on and live differently in their next life.
Then, we must allow ourselves to move on.
Even if there's regrets, it's too late, we cant fix them.
There may also be things that we want to do for them but can't be done.
Nothing can be changed.
We just have to accept it and carry on with our own lives.
They would hope that we do not stagger or stop because of them.
Learn to continue our journey without them, we must.
A piece of memory of them will etch deeply in our hearts.

So long, my friend.

2011-01-11T17:17:00.001+08:00

What The Hell by avrillavigne. Uploaded with BandPage by RootMusic

YEAH AVRIL LAVIGNE'S OUT AGAIN :D

You say that I'm messing with your head (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
All 'cause I was making out with your friend (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me, you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

What... what... what... What the hell?

So what if I go out on a million dates (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
You never call or listen to me anyway (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
I rather rage than sit around and wait all day (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
Don't get me wrong. I just need some time to play-ay (yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/what-the-hell-lyrics-avril-lavigne.html ]

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me
You can save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...
La la la la la la la la... Woah... Woah...

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head
When I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell (what the hell)
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about (I don't care about)
All my life I've been good but now, I'm thinking what the hell
All I want is to mess around and I don't really care about. (if you love me)
If you love me (no), if you hate me (no)
You can save me, baby, baby (if you love me)
All my life I've been good but now, whoa, what the hell

La la, La la la la la la, La la, La la la la la la la

2011-01-10T11:42:00.003+08:00

awww manz, it's hard to get a job. Cus I'm a picker person, I only want to work near home and as an administrator. Cus, my mum doesn't want me to get home any time later than 10pm. That means all those retail sales person kind of jobs are outta my way, those customer service/call centre jobs are outta my way too :(

Oh well. Sent more than 4 resumes out last week, one to the sports council, one to the HPB, one to recruit express and blablabla, hope that they'll call me this week. I really really am interested to work now. I wanna get out of my little hell here.. hahha XD

29 Jan, the day after my dad's and ms jean's bday, is the day where i will be going suntec with my JC frens to take a good look and listen to talks regarding the courses that NTU is offering. Well, my main aim is still communication studies.. MUAHHAAH :D

If I am unable to make it to the Singapore Universities, I'll consider private Universities or head back for mass communication in poly and work REAL HARD, though i'll be one of the oldest students there =.= but. for my dream, i will give it a try.

Oooops brb i think it's raining, gotta check the windows. Yep, it is.

What have I been doing for the past 1 and (going-to-be) half mths after the A lvls.
Well, I've been INDULGING in games on facebook - Island God, Fashion, TinierMe, Monster Galaxy... i think i'm sick of playfish's pet society, restaurants and hotels already... hahah

Then I'm also keeping myself up to date about music today...
Reading some old books that ngee ann has asked us to buy, like the literature txtbk, the storybks, some chinese reading bks...
I'm also job hunting.

yep. that's what i've been doing. :D

It's raining heavier now... dear oh dear. Well, I'm off to some gaming again. cya~

2011-01-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

have a up beat song to keep our spirits high!

WALK ON SUNSHINE :)

2011-01-03T12:52:00.003+08:00

Oh give me a home where the buffalo roam where the deer and the antelope play...

ooohhh exciting! the tuition agency called. I may get a chance to hv my very 1st home tuition :) hope that the parent gives me a chance. Cos the agency kept emphasizing that I hv no teaching experience. okay, my fault. I could hv up taken the peer tutoring thing from my sec sch during j1. -.- but... yay, i hope i get the job!

\(>_<)/

heard that many other TG hv gotten jobs too.. oh well, my DEAR JC frens are not that eager.. -.-

2010-12-29T11:10:00.005+08:00

The trip from Mt Faber to Hort Park... starts here... marang trail

see shan, i spared you from the unglam picture :D
Thank me! hahaha

2010-12-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

Nokia X3-02 says, "Hello."

2010-12-19T13:21:00.005+08:00

Yay yay yay! went to universal studio's after hours offer on friday night.

It was only $5! cool not? But you can't visit any attractions. Just a walk walk inside to see the cars, the Shops, Enjoy Food, The Hollywood Kind of movie settings...

You can see some of the photos taken with my phone that day, featuring my dad and mum too...(I'm too lazy to upload all... :D)

My uncooperative bro refuses to go because of some career kind of exam that's on monday.. (-.-)

Mood Spoiler Brother!

Nvm, I still sorta enjoyed myself there, though I have to say, shan, you are indeed a GREAT photographer.... and next time i will bring digital camera out instead to get quality pictures. hahhaa

Since Christmas is coming, i Shall introduce you guys some winter related games... :)

Winter Bow Master

I reached level 6 and that's it. -.- I'll go try again later... now it's Lunch Time~~~~ BYEZ

Will post more pics abt other outings next week YAY!

2010-12-12T13:21:00.003+08:00

Is it the hormones, the menopause or the difference in our values that causing our problem.

Am I really too laid back? Is this my holiday, when i can finally spend my days the way i like?

Or is she too strict and a total workaholic?

I just don't understand at all. I don't see eye to eye with her.
She just couldn't stand me at all. She don't see the reason for me relaxing while others are working.

It's the 3rd week of ~~holidays~~ or should I say, 'non-schooling days', since the unfaithful A levels examinations. For these few weeks, I have been going out with my different groups of friends, at least once, packed my room, the study room and any where else where I left my 'foot-prints'. I also assembled a motorcycle model my bro left in his room. I went to the library to borrow 4 books, which I'm still reading now... made cards and presents...And I seem to be running out of things to do. So I started to dig out some old fortune telling books my dad used to show me when i was younger, fiddled with my dad's problematic blackberry, put away all the Time magazines.

And on the other hand, she makes sure that my life goes on as usual and routinely. She's been asking me to do simple chores like doing the laundry, which was okay. Then she went onward to ask me to prepare lunch. Okay, i needed to eat too right, sooo, i thought that it was still, okay. Then once in a while she'll ask me to peel fruits, sweep the floor and mop the floor. OKAY.

But, when she starts telling me to get a job cos I'm spending too much money, talking about how i will fare for my A levels, girls should know how to do all the family chores when I argued about why my dad and bro can just leave their utensils in the sink, how other kids of my age are doing, how she did part-time jobs and studied at night school when she was my age, I flared up.

Enough! Stop comparing me with those kids who are sooooooo eager to earn money or to kids who had no choice but to work due to family constraints. What is wrong with staying at home and enjoying my month here when I told you that I will start to hunt for jobs next year January? Can't I stay at home? My beloved place.

There's no place like Home. Why do you want me to spend my hours outside when all I wanna do is to spend my time with you. I don't desire any holidays. I don't want to make pointless plans verbally when I know it is unrealistic and cannot be done right now. I won't make any promises because I know that I would not be able to keep it. When i break it, you'll come nagging at me again. What's the point. Are these the reasons why you think I am not making any efforts?

I just DON'T GET IT. I don't wanna discuss about it with you anymore. Stop asking me to sit down and talk about it, be it a light-heated conversation or not, because I know that it'll all end up in a heated argument. That is why i choose to walk off and say that I do not wish to talk. It's not that I've never tried, but it's that I'm exhausted. I'm sorry, but this is the way I prevent any conflicts. Sometimes getting to the bottom of everything doesn't work things out right and fairly. Things can't always work out the way you want with the use of your authorities as a parent, mother. At least, not in these issues. I thought you saw these results from brother.

I earnestly hope and do not wish that you bring it up again.

Mother knows best?

I admit that sometimes I can go a little crazy, keep admitting that I'm the exact rebellious kid she hated and that I could do all the things any problematic child do... which can make the other go even madder. But, HOW is it possible to bottle up your raging emotions at the point of time. Different people have different level of tolerance and they vary from different issues. Once someone steps onto their landmine, BOOM, and it may trigger other landmines in the area.

Hah~ Feel good :)
BYEBYE!

2010-12-10T11:53:00.002+08:00

从前对着收音机
学唱旧的歌
我问妈妈为什么
伤心像快乐

妈妈笑着
说她也不懂得
我想出去走一走
妈妈点点头

天冷你就回来
别在风中徘徊
妈妈眼里有明白
还有一丝无奈

天冷我想回家
童年已经不再
昨天的雨点洒下来
那滋味叫做爱

Wu...
别在风中徘徊
Wu...
天冷就回来

渐渐对着收音机
学唱新的歌
我问朋友为什么
做梦也快乐

朋友笑说
他从不相信梦
我想出去走一走
朋友点点头

天冷你就回来
别在风中徘徊
朋友的眼里有明白
还有一份期待

天冷我想回家
年少已经不再
今天的雨点洒下来
那滋味就是爱

现在对着收音机
听自己唱的歌
我的他问为什么
幸福不快乐

我微笑着
说我也不懂得
他想出去走一走
我对他点点头

天冷你就回来
别在风中徘徊
我猜我眼里有明白
还有一丝无奈

天冷他没回家
我仍然在等待
明天的雨点洒下来
那滋味就是爱

Wu...
别在风中徘徊
Wu...
天冷就回来

2010-12-09T10:35:00.000+08:00

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

2010-12-04T19:36:00.001+08:00

Justin Bieber - Pray :)

2010-12-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

The Part of You That No One Sees is Vulnerable

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant.

You have an outrageous personality...

And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down.

Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance.

You need to feel special at all times.

You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

2010-11-30T13:58:00.001+08:00

yes yes yes! i finished my CRYSTAL DOORS 3-part sequel! i was waiting for the last book to be in the library since 2 years ago and alas! it's in the library~~~~ and i've finished that book last night... ahhhhhh, satisfaction. :D u know the feeling of not being able to finish a sequel.. especially when you're left with the very last book... just like the last Harry Potter movie that's being split into 2 parts, u'll feel unfulfilled.

i've borrowed a couple of books to read over my decemember holidays, because if i behave as if 'there's no tommorrow' during this mth, my mum will definitely ask me to get a job by january. So as to allow my break to prolong, i have to show her that i don't keep going out with friends, spending money recklessly, staring into the TV screen at my animes or cartoons and wasting my time on the computer. I must read,or do anything else that has got to do with the above mentioned .. so i better spend my holidays wisely. :D

Alright, music sharing time. I saw this few MV on the MTV china channel, and found them interesting so i decided to recommend them to u...

First up, Jay Chou's song, the video is cute, melody is joyful but the lyrics are kinda stupid.

ㄟ老闆!
ㄟ年輕人又要來看吉他啦?
我要那把!
那把? 阿!? 哈哈哈哈!!! 哪把是枇杷不是吉他啦!!
我說旁邊那把啦!
旁邊那把很貴的耶!!
你可不可以自然一點!

如果你想要變成一個ROCKER
你就必須要先有一把Guitar
刷合弦的時候盡量不用Pick
看起來樣子會比較隨性
就算你彈錯了大家會以為你是故意搭拉搭拉

你是不是 (啊哈) 感覺到了我的和弦 (啊哈) 他重覆著
唉呦!不錯代表你耳朵沒有聾!
BLUES就適合重複這幾個和弦
搖滾的節奏在右手　靈魂在左手　
心就是宇宙　我彈的叫自由
聽我的blues 要學會尖叫
比一個peace 是為了拍照
丟一塊ICE 叫他不要吵
搖滾不是為了把妹　是為了夢想
當然魅力太強　被別人愛上我沒辦法

阿！！斷了！
沒關係再買一把吉他
沒有錢就借別人的吧！
怎麼會有人喜歡摔吉他
有種你就摔最貴的吉他
你要好好珍惜他　他才會對你說話

手在彈如果腳有點閒再加點舞蹈就太完美啦
舉起你的單手給她個啵
千萬別在這時後放個屁啵～～～
美女在哪裡你就要看到哪
你一定以為我接下來要唱副歌　喔喔　還沒～～～～
不急我先教你彈　再升一個　再升一個　最後退一格

The 2nd one by Jay again, is a love story... i think it feels like 千里之外...

街燈下的櫥窗有一種落寞的溫暖
吐氣在玻璃上畫著你的模樣
開著車漫無目的地轉彎不知要去哪個地方
鬧區的電視墻到底有誰在看
白楊木影子被拉長像我對你的思念走不完
原來我從未習慣你已不在我身旁
街道的鐵門被拉上只剩轉角霓虹燈還在閃
這城市的小巷雨下一整晚
你撐把小紙傘嘆姻緣太婉轉
唉~
雨落下霧茫茫問天涯在何方喔喔~
啊~午夜笛笛聲殘偷偷透透過窗
燭臺前我嘛還在想
小舢舨劃啊劃
小紙傘遮雨也遮月光
白楊木影子被拉長像我對你的思念走不完

原來我從未習慣你已不在我身旁
街道的鐵門被拉上只剩轉角霓虹燈還在閃

這城市的小巷雨下一整晚

Lastly it's 2am's You Wouldn't answer my call... the twist of the story is cool. cos it looks like an argument btw lovers but there's some complications and IT'S A MURDER IN THE END :D to shuwen: I think seulong looked like a psycho.. haha

2010-11-20T12:21:00.006+08:00

i was bored so i went to look @ the quizes i took in secondary school times to see if i get similar results, to see if i've changed alot. But sad to say, some of the quizes have expired... so i decided to do some other random quizes tooo :)
You can try them out if u're bored too...

You Are a Brain

It's not easy to stretch your brain, but who ever said that life was going to be easy?

You work hard to learn more and challenge yourself. You find thinking hard to be fun!

You enjoy long term projects and complicated problems. You are good at wrapping your mind around complex problems.

People tend to be jealous of your big brain, but they don't see how much work you put into being smart.

Are You a Brain?

Blogthings: Our Quizzes Weren't Written By Bored 12 Year Olds

I feel that this test below is kind true, cos they all fit me but regarding the 3rd and 4th para... hmmm, somewhat true and not true...

What the House Test Says About You

You consider yourself important, but no more important than anyone else. You love attention, but you don't feel like you deserve more of it than anyone else.

You aren't against being community oriented, but it's not really your thing. You tend to prefer to focus on your family and not the neighborhood around you.

You are a playful, charming, and seductive person. People feel instantly close to you.

You take good care of your physical appearance. You dress well, stay in shape, and do your best to look great.

You are moved by the most simple of things. You can find pleasure from a small, perfect moment.

The House Test

Blogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

You Are a Bit of a Procrastinator

You tend to get things done in a timely manner, but you can't help but put off tasks you hate.

You have no problem getting the fun or easy stuff done. You generally enjoy taking care of responsibilities.

However, if a task arises that you dislike, it might get shelved for a long time.

And even though it's human nature to procrastinate, your procrastination is hindering your productivity.

Take a look at the things you are putting off doing. Do they really need to be done?

Complete any task that's important. The other stuff you're procrastinating is probably not worth doing.

Are You a Procrastinator?

Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

http://thecreativityquiz.com/
the link above. tests how creative are you... i think it's kinda stupid but... well, since you're bored...

actually planned a crazy bday celebration to go to northpt for lunch and yishun GV for movie. but LOTS of things cocked up. Fai had family issue :( Other pulled out in the last minute.
And guess what? only left with the 4 of us, and zinc and dionne joined us later @ mindcafe.

Well, at least we had some fun @ mindcafe. especially with the game called Quelf. Totally nonsensical and random game, that includes dares, quizes and some silly rules like repeating whatever you say twice and snort with you laugh and also, say serves you right captain coopy pants when a player receives a forfeit.

totally lame, we laughed our heads out...i wanna go there and play Quelf again.. haha

there are actually people who have worked out solutions for this year's O lvl and A lvl exams -.-

http://www.exampaper.com.sg/mr-loi-the-a-level-tutor/gce-a-level-2010-oct-nov-h2-maths-9740-paper-1-suggested-answers-solutions

http://www.exampaper.com.sg/

go ahead and see if you wanna.

Ohhhhhh, my blog's 5 years old already... gosh. happy belated bday to you~~~~ :)

cya you ppl soon!

While everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
And there's a thousand ways you can skin it

My feet have been on the floor
Flat like an idle singer
Remember winger
I digress
I confess you are the best thing in my life

But I'm afraid when I hear stories
About a husband and wife
There's no happy endings
No Henry Lee
But you are the greatest thing about me

[Chorus]
If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, Love
That's enough for me

Took a loan on a house I own
Can't be a queen bee without a bee throne
I wanna buy ya everything
Except cologne
'cause it's poison
We can travel to Spain where the rain falls
Mainly on the plain side and sing
'cause it is we can laugh we can sing
Have ten kids and give them everything
Hold our cell phones up in the air
And just be glad we made it here alive
On a spinning ball in the middle of space
I love you from your toes to your face

[Chorus]

You can move in
I won't ask where you've been
'cause everybody has a past
When we're older
We'll do it all over again

When everybody else is getting out of bed
I'm usually getting in it
I'm not in it to win it
I'm in it for you

If it's love
And we're two birds of a feather
Then the rest is just whenever
Then the rest is just whenever

If it's love
And we decide that it's forever
No one else could do it better
And if I'm addicted to loving you
And you're addicted to my love too
We can be them two birds of a feather
That flock together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
Got to have something to keep us together
Love, love
That's enough for me

2010-11-01T20:32:00.002+08:00

hiyeees all, i think i'll do a quick blog post before i stop blogging for the the 2 to 3 weeks.

My big day starts next week but the A's has already started today.

That's the reason why there wasn't any chem makeup today (and i didn't need to go to school muhahaha!)

Well, i think i'm still not prepared for the exams. But i've thought through the different routes that i'll take if i fail to make it to the University. So, i sorta, mentally prepared for march 2011.

Good luck to all of my dearest friends. Guys, have fun in NS after the A's and Girls, cya in some corner in Singapore... -.- random.. haha

Katy Perry's Fireworks

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July (Independence Day in US)

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

2010-10-30T11:53:00.002+08:00

waka waka, by shakirah for the African football

The song shows that pple who are facing all types of troubles should let go and show their true self. Like the siblings with family problems, cancer kid, gays, the girl who doesn't have perfect physique, the magician etc. i wonder if the fireworks were real or computerised, cos it'll be really scary to ignite real fireworks on human beings

elevator goes up, elevator comes down and you just go with the flow until your feets are back on the ground~

Something 'bout love that tears you up woah~~~~

MAROON 5, one of my all time fav artists :)

2010-10-16T11:30:00.001+08:00

HAVE A FUN FLIGHT EVERYONE!

2010-10-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

The Happy Ending by one of my fav artists: MIKA, the crazy one :D:D:D

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life
Can't get no love without sacrifice
If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, no love, no glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to
my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, no love, no glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' every day

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love[repeat]

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

cos we'll miss each other when we leave, except those that are not worth remembering.. hahaha i'm evil X)

2010-10-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

Bad Girl Good Girl by Miss A.. their dance is scarily powerful. like punches...

can you believe that the pink haired and the brown haired girls are from china.. they are not koreans...

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

You couldn’t say a thing in front of me, but you could talk badly about me behind my back. I’m dumbfounded.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
It seems like the first time, time, time you’ve seen a girl like me.
Why do you judge me?
Are you afraid of me, perhaps?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

These kind of clothes, this kind of hair, a girl who does these kind of dances is obvious.
You’re even more obvious.

Hello, Hello, Hello.
If you don’t have any confidence, go to the back, back, back.
You just need to step back.
Why do you keep making noise?
Don’t you know that your heart can clearly be seen?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

I’m looking for a man who can handle me.
I’m looking for a real man, not a man who acts like one through words.
Isn’t there a man who won’t make me anxious because he overflows with confidence?
So that I can be me, so that I can watch him freely from afar?

On the outside, I’m a Bad Girl.
On the inside, I’m a Good Girl.
You don’t even know me well, you only look at me from the outside.
I find your gaze to be funny because you see me as a pitiful girl.

When I dance, I’m a Bad Girl.
When I love, I’m a Good Girl.
When you watch me dance, you become mesmerized, but are you done after you watch?
I find your hypocrisy to be funny because you point at me.

You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me.
You Don’t Know Me, You Don’t Know Me, So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Boy.
So, Shut Up, Shut Up.

2010-09-25T11:38:00.004+08:00

Played badminton with JC friends, shuwen, rah and fai... and played monopoly deal too haha, i think i'm addicted to that game. Thanks ah TG, u all started my addiction, but my addiction for saboteur will not end we still have unfinished games with my CCA ppl hahah, we wanted a saboteur revenge after the A lvls lol.

http://uk.pogo.com/hotdeploy/uk/promotions/marketing/monopoly-deal/
You can play monopoly deal demo online... quite sian but nvm...

isketch is oso fun! it's like u take turns to draw and guess what the person is drawing..

few days ago i got punished by my mum, for not cleaning up my room, which i didn think that was necessary and ............ then i cried. i was kinda hurt and decided not to talk to anyone for 2 days, which was going to be a record (haha, okay serious stuff here, not funny). but i failed and made only a record of 1 and a half days. cos my mum forced me to speak up. How on earth would one try to defy their parents after they received punishment. It's seeking death again, i dont like to have the cycle repeat itself again, so i unwillingly said, uh, yar. anything lah.

Maybe i was wrong in her eyes, but i didn think that i was wrong at all.
So you know, when the child fails to understand what he did was wrong and yet still received punishment, the hatred in the kid may built up u know, and this also shows that the parent have failed to make the kid understand and change for the better. So, i dunno what may happen next.

I don't keep bringing up my past wounds cos i don't want anyone to feel guilty or have their anger ignited again, but i'll never forget where i was scarred. I forgive but don't forget. I guess my mum just wanna change my behavior and attitude like INSTANTLY but she didn't make me see eye to eye with why she thinks that i need to change.

So sometimes, kids like me who like to have things their way would say some hurting words like, "Just don't come into my room lar. You can pretend that you didn see anything, you're just jealous that i'm having my time in front of the com and etc etc." i have to say that i actually held myself back from saying even nastier words. i wanted to say that she was trying 在鸡蛋里挑骨头 means to excessively pick out teeeny weeeny flaws and making it big. I was really unhappy and she just blew off lah. :S

That's why friday i decided to go out with my friends. Wanted to give myself more cooling down time.

Exams, have been rather a relaxing period for me. Especially nearing the end of the prelims, i didn have the anxious and studious attitude, i was still listening to the radio and kpop. But i guess my results will still be....Only YOU~ But hard to say cos i kinda have this feeling that i will see improvements in maths and econs. *_* hopeful~ haha.

Speaking of sch, i was wondering if i shld prepare some simple graduation gifts, but i doubt that my class, being SUCH A UNITED CLASS, will be present for the last week of sch. total sian-ness when the assumed-will-happen-situation comes to my mind.

But i always remind inner self that i shall not be a people pleaser. I will still hold on to only those that deserve and appreciate me and pay little attention to the unnecessary beings.. LOL!

Here a little song, by Jay Chou. It's also the theme song for a movie which depicts about a father taking care of his 自闭, autistic and maybe a little low IQ and EQ son. Quite touching. Cos you can actually feel the helplessness that the father has, he's like thinking that he must live on as his son is unable to live on by himself. It's sad.

The lyrics are good oso, as usual, it's by 方文山, but an exception is that this time the lyrics are easier to understand as compared to 菊花台and青花瓷 those type of songs.(if i'm not wrong)

＊天涼了　雨下了　你走了
　清楚了　我愛的　遺失了
　落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

　想要放　放不掉　淚在飄
　你看看　你看看不到
　我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

　說了再見　才發現再也見不到
　我不能就這樣失去你的微笑
　口紅待在桌腳　而你我找不到
　若角色對調你說好不好＊

說了再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

Repeat＊

你的笑　你的好
腦海裡　一直在繞
我的手　忘不了　你手的溫度
心碎了一地　撿不回
從前的心跳　身陷過去我無力逃跑

說再見　才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老　永恒往哪裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

2010-09-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

An interesting music video featuring Heechul from super junior, he's a not-too-bad actor, so he's featured. This music video belongs to a new korean pop girl group called SISTAR, Shady girl, meaning quiet and concealed girl. It's kinda funny when these girls pretend to please their favourite boy, which turns out to be actually someonelse who pays this guy to go on dates with these girls that he has crushes on.. haha. psychotic guy! hahahah

the melody and dance is kinda lively, so, worth a listen...:)

Another recommendation by amazing singer, i love his voice, BRUNO MARS! the one who sings in

not not nothing on you song: Beautiful girl, all over the world, i could be chasing but my time would be wasted cus they got nothing on you baby~ nothing on you baby~

and another song, that sounds nice but the lyrics are very crude(dunno if it's the correct word to describe but yar.) and vulgar, I wanna be a billionaire: I wanna be a billionaire soo F*ing bad, buy up all the things i never had. I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine, smiling next to Oprah and the Queen. Oh everytime i close my eyes~ I see my name in shining lights, yea different city every night, oh why i swear, the world better prepare when i'm a billionaire.

But this music video is quite meaningful cos it's about helping others, it's the dream of the rapper, the tattoo guy, Travis McCoy, about earning a lot of money to help the needy of this society. He said that he wanna be like Oprah gifting people everyday, be like Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt to adopt many needy kids etc. so he's kind hearted. haha, hard to believe, if you judge from his appearance...

Just the way you are :) the song is already really nice but this music video is like a PLUS PLUS PLUS PLUS!! It's amazing how they got the idea of using the tape of the cassette to do animations. MUST-WATCH and MUST-LISTEN

2010-09-12T15:32:00.003+08:00

the Prelims are here, we shld all

If that's not motivating then try this:

tickle tickle tickle yeah~
tickle tickle tickle yeah~
tickle tickle tickle yeah~

hahah really cute kitten >.<

2010-09-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, Wish right now

[B.o.B - Verse 1]
Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
'Cause after all the partyin'
The smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time when you fade to the blackness
And when you're starin' at that phone in yo' lap
And hopin', but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand
Soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel in the sand
What would you wish for if you had one chance?
So airplanes airplanes
Sorry I'm late
I'm on my way
So don't close that gate
If I don't make that
Then I switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it
By the end of the night

[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

[ From: http://www.metrolyrics.com/airplanes-lyrics-bob.html ]

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

[B.o.B - Verse 2]
Yeah
Yeah
Somebody take me back to the days
Before this was a job
Before I got paid
Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank
Yeah back when I was tryin' to get a tip at Subway
And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it
But now days we rappin' to stay relevant
I'm guessin' that if we can make some wishes out of airplanes
Then maybe oh maybe I'll go back to the days
Before the politics that we call the rap game
And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tapes
And back before I tried to cover up my slate
But this is for Decatur
What's up Bobby Ray?
So can I get a wish to end the politics
And get back to the music that started this shit
So here I stand
And then again I say
I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

[Hayley Williams - Chorus]
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

2010-09-04T14:52:00.002+08:00

serene... if only you didn have tuition :(

2010-09-01T10:53:00.004+08:00

Just came back from serene's blog about teachers' day, which REMINDED ME that it's teachers' day today.. -.- dang, what a wonderful student.

So i cooked up some sort of sms to send to the teachers which none replied since 5 mins ago.. haha

I'm gona share it with u all here cos i feel that i'm JUST TOO CREATIVE haha right...

Today is a very special day
because it marks the day when man became less selfish
and started sharing something they had that is really really precious
called KNOWLEDGE.
These people are called teachers.
But, nowadays they are paid to do so,
so are they that selfless afterall?
happy teachers' day!

haha! actually i dont really remember my teachers... :P

Oh, my chem tcher, Mr Wong replied: teachers need to eat and support a family.
LOL, yar, indeed, especially someone with that size and twins coming up. :)

back to what i was about to say yar, about my past teachers.
i can't even recognise how my nursery, kindergaten and some of my primary sch schmates or classmates or teachers look like.

Sometimes when you see this random person adding you on facebook, then you ignore them and they keep insisting on adding you saying that "hey, we're from the same primary school" then i would be like O.o, you sure? then when i check the photographs then i see some what a familiar face, then reluctantly i add them :P

But there are A HANDFUL of teachers that i would never ever in my life forget their face, or what they say, cos the impression etched inside my brain is too epic. Be it good or bad. too many stories about them to list that it's too time-consuming to do so now. hahaha, memories.

I suddenly really miss crapping with chunaik and chankai about pri sch stuffs. The sian-sian looking boy with is VIOLENT and talks crap and the hamster and owl looking chubby boy who perspires A LOT. hahaha

Although i'm now classmates with joshua, it feels weird cos we don't really share a lot of primary school memories, we were only classmates for 2 years. I think no one would have expected us to be classmates again, he's just like another pri sch classmate whom i never thought that i'll ever meet and would eventually forget about him after primary school. In my memory, he's just the boy who like to play with his green scissors which is still in his pencil case. Now, he's the soft-spoken boy who styles his hair A LOT and involves himself in crazy relationships in class... hahahahah! oh, and the kpop guy!

kay kay, after A lvl i shall spam more on schooling memories.. :D

So excited~ jajajaja~

2010-08-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

i'm glad that i've shared

QUALITY TIMES with u all

the phone call
the smses
the msn
the 'is that not strange'

these moments. though i'm a more practical person, but these, can be counted as acts of services. thx.

BOW DOWN TO ME AND KOWTOW!
hahahah!

2010-08-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

You all must watch this:
The truth about women, you're guaranteed to have a great laugh!

Valina Twilight - the scenery is REALLY NICE! i think it's like the polar light phenomenon.

Something more, the weird thing cos the song sounded more like breathe in breathe out...breathe in breathe out...lol

2010-08-13T13:29:00.002+08:00

I needa plan, a study plan. I needa wakeup call, not just a motivational cartoon.

Scold me and Yell at me. Make me cry and reflect on my laid back attitude.

I'm a donkey that needs sticks more than carrots.

Wake me up before i go-go~

2010-08-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Britney Spears Old song... Lucky.

The lyrics are kinda sad. The sad life of celebrities...

This is the story about a girl named Lucky.

Early morning
She wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door

It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for

Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so Lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops

Baby

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothign missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

She's soo lucky
But why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

And they say..
She's so lucky,
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

She's so lucky.
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

2010-08-09T10:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY~

Home by Kit Chan. Our all-time favourite! :)

2010-08-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

A sweet and lively song. haha

2010-07-31T12:35:00.001+08:00

神木與瞳 "守護者"... nice!

2010-07-17T09:29:00.002+08:00

I posted this thing on my facebook page.. I thought that it was an enlightening message to all. Enlightening G. hahaha.

It's entitled 'Stop and Stare'. And the starting sentences were from One Republic's 'Stop and Stare'.

Stop and Stare. I think I'm moving but i go no where.

I flipped through my lecture notes.

Tried to memorise and internalise.

After some time, i stopped, one and a half hours have passed.

But i've only gone through 3 pages.

hahaha... cool right, it can be linked to studies.

Here's the original:

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...

Actually i kinda like One Republic's songs especially their lyrics. The lyrics seem to have a deeper meaning which you need to 'decode' it yourself but if you really read and make efforts to understand them, you'll realise that, 'hey, actually the meaning's quite explicitly demonstrated already'

I think i kinda like One Republic's musics.

Another popular song by them that you all will have definitely heard of it dozens of times would be 'Apologise'
It's too late to apologise, it's too late~ find that familiar?

haha, it was over-played during our secondary school times...the effects are like the "Baby, baby, baby, ooh~" by justin bieber and "Shawty's like a melody in my head that i can't keep off, got me singing like, nahnahnahnah everyday, it's like my ipod's stuck on replay.." by Iyaz, which i have introduced many posts earlier...

I also like One republic's Secrets and All the right moves. :) hehe, and i'm posting the 2 songs below for my own liking, so everytime when i visit my blog i can conveniently press play and listen.(as compared to the time taken to search for it on youtube many times later... hhehehe

Tell me what you want to hear, Something that were like those years, Sick of all the insincere, So I'm gonna give all my secrets away.
This time, don't need another perfect line, Don't care if critics never jump in line, I'm gonna give all my secrets away.

It sounded like someone had betrayed his or her other half in their relationship and the 'victim' decides to make the 1st move to talk about breaking up.

actually i dont really understand this song but i went to google it, many ppl left comments that said that the songs meant that even though someone else may have everything going right for them, be it being superiority or whatever, and feel that you are not comparable with them it does not necessarily mean that we have lost. We still can refuse to surrender and fight till the end.

I choose to decipher it as, you lose round one, two and three in a monopoly game doesn't mean that you will definitely loose the next round cos the probability of one winning a round of monopoly is independent of the previous rounds you have played.. HAHA MATHS

So it sounds like,
A: Hah, stupid~ you lose again, ...
B: yar i may have lost this round but i'll try my best to win the next round, you just wait and see.

Had such great time with TG yesterday. wished that theresa was there. :( we had great time laughing, singing (with accompaniment from guitarist serene, choir made up of shan, manda, bao, and den, and me! XD, which ended up quite chaotic, and ended with meiling's favourite baby baby baby ooh~), playing games, eating and also sharing a piece of our daily lives in sch, which started off teary but ended up funny (-.-) That was helpful~ heh heh :B

I learnt that, it's good to be always kinder than necessary, but, sometimes when we feel too burdened abt being nice to someone, we shld put a stop to it or put on our 'amour' to minimise the damage. haha, okay....

I saw this quote on facebook which reads
Friendship isn't about whom you've know the longest. It's about who came, and never left your side. (T-T)

No,
Friendship isn't just about whom have never left your side and gave you the help you needed. It's more than that. Friendship is an invisible link between people. It doesn't matter if others are not able to see it because these people knows that their link's tougher than any non biodegradable items. It's like curling up in the sofa at home when you're spending your time with them, homely and comfortableness.

That, is my definition of friendship. Thanks loads TG. :) When i'm with you guys, i feel as if i was curling up in a cushioned and large one-sitter sofa with a perfect pillow,

THAT'S SO FLUFFY I'M GONA DIE... HAHAHAHA

2010-07-10T16:00:00.000+08:00

I think this is a thing that everyone of us should work on... but one's tolerance have its limits, so it's kinda hard to fulfill....

2010-07-08T10:04:00.003+08:00

Watched Eclipse with shuwen, rah, daniel and josh yesterday... it was kinda funny cos we laughed and made weird comments @ random parts of the show. Like, when edward cullen and jacob were having those akward moments 'fighting' over bella i kept whispering, orhhhh jealous jealous..and shuwen who told me that, jacob should hv been the vampire and edward shld have been the werewolf cos of the amount of body hair he had -.- i was like... uhhhh okay.. but was giggling...

then whenever we see edward's skin becoming shiny, the few of us will go shiny~ shinee~ hahaha, i think ppl sitting around us will get irritated.

then we had the increasingly annoying popcorn passing 'game' lol, which irritated rahimah with my popcorn passing attitude.. i just shoved it to her like, LIKE THAT. (lol, as if we all know what LIKE THAT means..but u know, the naughty geraldine attitude... )

oh and i keep getting all the names of the character wrong.. isabella to elizabeth. Volturi, those guys in the cloak, as victorians.. LOL

then the advertisement showed before the movie screening, the happy talking ad. we invented lame talking and G talking.. sounds stupid. but that's what u get when u go out with lame frens. haha..

can't wait to go out with tg. :) i wanna go tc's/ den's hse to play and have a meal... shall we go watch DESPICABLE ME together? i know bao bao wanna watch it like MAD, __ oso say that she wanna watch with me.. but.. i wanna watch with tg MOREMOREMORMOEMOREMOREMORE! XD okay? so hurry ask me out to watch it ^_^

super junior new song called, No Other. sounds very happy and gives me a blissful feeling. This is dedicated to all of u ^_^ there's No Other person that can replace ur place in me! X)

Generally the lyrics are trying to bring out the meaning that there's no other person that can replace your special someone who cares about you, cheers you up and makes you feel blessed to be with them and he/she is indeed like a gift from God.:) finally, a meaningful song from super junior. :P

3sa's brother, PIZZA, is turning 1 this july.. pizza pizza 1 yr old! haha, she's gona complain if she see this XD but i dont care. Pizza is a nice name! Or do you want Eiffel Tower of Pisa. hehehe. but i cant go.. cos my mum's birthday dinner, which supposedly shld be on the 15, may be postponed till 16 cos of my bro and dad's work. sry lar~

alright, gotta go watch my saddist anime, Kuroshitsuji, the Black Butler! :D byeeeeee!

see the eye patch on the boy (yes, it's a boy, maybe he's a little gay...) it's the work of the butler, cos he's a demon.

2010-07-02T13:48:00.003+08:00

hihihi it's half way through the mid yr exams, the exam when i lost my interest and purpose of studying. so i bet i'm gona be on the top of the list of meet the parent session. not only because of my register number okay.. 2 more papers next week, a day's break and sch's back to how it used to work...

The rain seem to be affecting my lousy old modem, the internet thingy, i can't play games properly with serene, can't watch music videos properly, read my manga properly. All i can do now is type a blog entry offline and post it when the internet's back :S ... BUT, my bro said that we're gona change the modem sooon cos our contract is up~~~ yea! i heard that it'll be much faster than it is now, i do hope that the disconnecting issue gets solved too. :)

alrighty. song song song, CNBlue's song, not because that there's a blue in it that's why i like their songs okay.. haha.

The lyrics are kinda negative and gives a rocker feel. love this part of the song...wetoriya~ wetoriya...which mean I'M A LONER I'M A LONER~ hahah

although i was corrected by the google serach that it was supposed to be pronounced as oetoriya, but who cares... and the lead singer, the 'emotional' guy is one of the actors in the drama You're Beautiful, yuan2 lai2 shi4 mei3 nan2. i didn know until i saw one video which featured him on a variety show.. BUT seriously, the way he looks near the 2nd half of the song and in the video that i saw him, he really looks very different from how he looks in the drama. It's a hyper active and talkative kid versus a solemn man.

Another favourite of mine is LOVE by CNBLUE, cos there's some parts of I'm a loner in it. And the song sounds happy to me. :D The funny part abt the music video is that when the members went in the bar was like dead, then when they started to play their music everyone came alive.. haha, trying to propagandize that their music is great.. LOL

But honestly I really think they're good, the 2 lead vocals of CNBLUE have great voices as heard from the videos, hope that it's not because of technology's help.... haha

alright.. going off now~ bye!

2010-06-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

2010-06-19T10:59:00.002+08:00

There are 2 songs written for this yr's youth Olympics in SG. One is composed and sung by JJ, it's called "You Are The One, Singapore", but i guess everyone remembers it as, "Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Hey! Oh yeah Oh yeah Oh yeah Ho!" with the weird hand sign...I think it's weird and totally spoils his idol image and lowers his song writing standards.

While the other song, composed by the Singapore Idol judge with that i-am-irritated face, Ken Lim, called "Everyone", sung by various young artists from all over the world, each representing one region. This is a much better song than JJ's. Both lyrics and melody...

Tabitha
Walls are down
Hopes arise
Rings of the world unite

Steve
Every child
Has a wish
To glow like the stars above

Jessica ~ Bridge 1
Lift our voices as victories blaze
This is the day to win with grace

Chorus
Raise your hand for our generation
Fly the flags of every nation
Reaching out for that moment in our lives
Raise your hand for our generation
Living out your aspiration
Time to fly way beyond the skies
A world that shines for everyone

Jody
Be the best
Go all the way
Friends beyond the race

Sean
Cheer the joy
Share the tears
The journey remains our pride

Chorus
Raise your hand for our generation
Fly the flags of every nation
Reaching out for that moment in our lives
Raise your hand for our generation
Living out your aspiration
Time to fly way beyond the skies

Bridge 2 *
Lift our voices as victories blaze
This is the day the world will shine on for everyone

Now it's time for some Chinese Songs. This is by 浪花兄弟&周杰倫, it gives a similar feeling as 稻香，because of the homely feeling and warmth that can be felt from the songs...

你是我的OK绷 --> OK绷 means plaster in taiwan...

一个人的时候在陌生的街头

抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空

I know I know 地球另一端有你陪我

谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我

让我迈开脚步一起往前走

I know I know 你是我的OK绷
在每一个时候

拿一个旧皮箱装着我的梦想

我要开始决定旅程的方向

设计稿在桌上一叠伟大理想

当成这些卖不出去公仔的床

有天我突发奇想

把这些公仔送孤儿院的小孩

看着他们的表情满足的那模样

看着他们快乐我也跟着饱了

离开了家乡开始我的流浪

身上只带着公仔Qpee和Guitar

它们陪着我永远不寂寞

还有还有一只大狼狗

牠名叫阿福整天跟着我

在我最最难过的时候

给我温暖的眼神

肯定的微笑准备往前出发

一个人的时候在陌生的街头

抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空

I know I know 地球另一端有你陪我

谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我

让我迈开脚步一起往前走

I know I know 你是我的OK绷

在每一个时候一直陪着我

外婆教我唱的童谣我也从来没忘过

她说周杰伦唱的稻香她也没忘过

就算失败就算沮丧依然记得回家

伤心就抱着家人朋友好好哭一场

艳阳会晒乾一切一切烦恼忧伤

服下我的疗伤歌曲良药并不苦

用耳朵用心听我唱我的精彩故事还没说完

蝴蝶蝴蝶飞在天空挥动翅膀阿哈

牠其实从前也只是只毛毛虫

阿不要灰心钱没再赚失恋再谈

只有生命不能重来所以珍惜它的精彩

我们全都是渺小蚂蚁却都有存在的那意义

不愿失去别失去勇气那就创造回忆

裙摆舞动飘逸踏出旋律涟漪的倒影

一个人的时候在陌生的街头

抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空

I know I know 地球另一端有你陪我

谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我

让我迈开脚步一起往前走

I know I know 你是我的OK绷在每一个时候

一直陪着我

趁太阳放慢脚步如果你想跟上就必须要更努力

折一架音符纸飞机（音符纸飞机）

心系着未来的奇蹟（未来的奇蹟）

飞吧用美丽旋律来洗礼我们在大树下的约定

（杰伦）一个人的时候在陌生的街头

抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空

I know I know 地球另一端有你陪我

谢谢你鼓励我勇气是你给我

让我迈开脚步一起往前走

I know I know 你是我的OK绷

在每一个时候一直陪着我

2010-06-10T13:06:00.002+08:00

I went out on tuesday with my mum to have lunch, watch Shrek Forever After @ Golden Village Tampines and went to buy a pair of shoes and 2 pairs of shorts, water boiler and have dinner with bro.

You'll nva believe how many ppl i met, in a single day. SE7EN encounters with familiar faces.. where by about 4-5 which i can actually name them out.

First i met my malnutrition wushu junior, nicholas, @ the ticketing booth. He has GROWN TALLER. good thing. haha! but not my height yet. Seriously, there was once he was late for cca and the MC he presented to me stated that he went to see a nutritionist for health checkup. heheh. and we both got shocked when we saw each other and said a simple hi~

Then when i finished purchasing the tickets, i saw the backview of, chia chang, i'm 80% sure that it was him, he was @ the arcade. So wanting to not let him see me, i quickly grabbed my mum's arm and dragged her away from the area.. hahah

After which, i saw the class-next-door chairman, 416's siqi, she didn see me...

Following up, i saw those pro sch/national team girls that we played floorball against during a church event with serene. I recgonised cos of the floorball sticks.. lol.

Then i saw this guy from mjc whom i have seen a couple of times in sch, maybe he's either adarrel's or jarren's friend, then he gave me the 3-seconds-stare, showing that i-see-this-face-before-look.

After the movie, my mum and i went for the rest room and i met my wushu senior, vivian. and we said hi :)

Lastly, when my bro finally came for dinner, i saw jansen bek with a grp of frens, i guess they're going to sakae sushi...and again, he didn see me. cos i was in a restaurant. :D

see.. it's kinda freaky, to see soo many ppl in a day.

okay, i don't know how am i supposed to end this.

Alright how about this way:

I hear my stomach growling now, so i shall stop here and go feed my tummy. :)

Work hard for the MYE!

2010-06-09T11:22:00.002+08:00

总是要流一些滚烫热泪
才能换来对爱的体会

你看时间没有毁灭
心也没有碎

其他的就交时间解决

你当然可以重新再爱
受过伤的感动怎样爱与被爱

多余
反正你有他的回忆
有空白回忆

离开你的只有他但是爱还在

但是爱还在

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是

爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

我当然经历过你现在的感受
我想那是人必经的折磨

也许每个人都该是某个人成长的助手
受一点苦痛
帮助她成熟

听我说
爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是

爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

别探听他的线索
别等待他会回头

爱。。

不喜欢看人软弱

别继续把心封锁
别躲在伤心里头

爱。。

万一来了别错过

爱是对的
错的是我们还没学会爱
就急着爱人
而爱错人

可是

爱就对了
遇到下一个
爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐都是我的

听我说
爱是对的
错的是别人自以为的爱
才会有爱人又伤害爱人
可是
爱就对了
爱了就值得
爱就能懂得
健身当快乐
爱就对了

rocker feel~ yeah~ s.h.e!

2010-06-04T17:54:00.002+08:00

Hi, i have been listening to this song called SOLO, by this weird guy with a weird name called Iyaz. read as I-Yeszzz

there a part of the lyric that goes like this, " I don't want to walk this earth if i gotta do it, solo~"
haha, it's replaying in my head again and again... especially the melody, cos the melody is nice.

Then, i after i finished this video i scanned through the related videos section on the right and i saw this song called "Replay". I was like, okay, since i like this song i shall try his other songs too, and guess what i hear...

It's the famous : Shortie like a melody in my head that i can't keep out, got me singing like na na na na na, everyday, like my ipod stuck on replay replay...

O.O so no wonder i find his new song, Solo, so addictive. =.= cos he's the addictive singing person that made my class and school ppl keep on singing that "shortie like a melody in my head" song. haha. a brand new discovery.

Following up i watch another music video whereby this Iyaz guy was featured in this girl's music video, called Pyramid. This girl, has an AMAZING VOICE. serious. Her name is Charice. No, not Cha-rice. Read as Sher-ris. And she's the same age as us! Her had her talent discovered when she was 15. can u believe it?! earlier than Justing Bieber :X haha!

This was how she looked like then, when she was invited to perform at a korean variety show that features amazing acts, Star King.

And there she is now, singing her heart out with Iyaz the.. freaky addictive singer.

The lyrics of Pyramid are beautifully written too.

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh) <<< how can Iyaz forget his addictive shawty's like a melody... part
We stand together till the very end (ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh! )

And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history

Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey! )
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Imma be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh
Pyramid...

alrighties i'm gona end here with a random coffee picture.

inspired by the stupid chinese compo book that we were supposed to publish for all the jc1 ppl to buy. :S u'll see why if i happen to be able to get a book

2010-05-29T14:27:00.005+08:00

Feel like changing my blogskin someday.

Doing some GP readings online now... it makes me wanna share with all of you some music videos related to humanitarian issues.

It's Fall Out Boy's I'm like a Lawyer with the way I'm always trying to get you, but i guess the lyrics has nothing to do with the video.. haha

You really can learn from them :D cos there are stats!^^ at the end. -.-

"Over the last 20 yrs, 38000 children has been abducted and forced to fight as child soldiers in North Uganda. Thousands have yet to return home."

Make a difference,

www.invisiblechildren.com

2010-05-22T10:32:00.003+08:00

The joyful coca cola song. (^_^)

Open up Open up Open up SOME HAPPINESS! X)

by various artists...

The music video is full of rich colours and absurd characters... but the overall feel gives you a very fairy-tale/fantasy atmosphere.

Well hello is this thing on?
Is anybody listening?
A brand new day has begun

The first thing that I want do
Make sure that you feel it too
So I'm not the only one

C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can be someone new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up some happiness

Ahem ahem
Let me clear my throat
So you can hear clearly every word spoke
Today I woke feeling lovely
Happiness overflowin' knowin' somebody loves me
Just think yesterday I was down and out
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about
And the same thing can happen to you
Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital U

I want the sun to shine
All the time
Is that too much to ask
Oh, I want to have some fun
I want all my friends to come
'Cause it's now or never
Learn the words and sing together

C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can be someone new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

Your heart deserves your trust
A choice made by all of us
The sun will come back tomorrow
There's a message in the bottle
So come on I'll meet you there
There's enough sunshine to share
As long as you know
The bridge between us is a rainbow

C'mon and lift me up it's a brand new day
Open up a little happiness today
So I can be someone new (so I can feel something new)
C'mon and lift me up to a better way
Open up a smile on another face
So I can feel something new

Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up some happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, some happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Open up, open up, open happiness
Yeah

2010-05-16T14:32:00.004+08:00

some random pictures to share... again, Jimmy liao's art works. :D
they dont represent any of my feelings now okay.. haha, i just simply think that they're nice and i wanna share it with all of u... but i like the girl in the library picture the most... cos i always imagined myself having this little corner by the window :)

New music updated on the lefthand side... hilary duff's stranger..
It's about a guy who has changed and starting to love someonelse.

Nobody believes me when I tell them that you're out of your mind.
Nobody believes me when I tell them that there's so much you hide.
You treat me like a queen when we go out,
Wanna show everyone what our love's about.
All wrapped up in me whenever there is a crowd,
But when no ones around;

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell what's going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too...

Did I ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
Did I ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
You made yourself look perfect in everyway,
So when this goes down, I'm the one that will be blamed.
Your plan is working so you can just walk away,
Baby your secret's safe.

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell what's going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too...

Such a long way back, from this place we arrived.
When I think of all the time I've wasted, I could cry...

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell what's going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too...

There's no kindness in your eyes,
The way you look at me, it's just not right.
I can tell what's going on this time,
There's a stranger in my life.
You're not the person that I once knew.
Are you scared to let them know it's you?
If they could only see you like I do,
Then they would see a stranger too...

super junior's 4th album is out. Bonamana. Honestly, i think Sorry Sorry is nicer, but still okay... it's like, sorry sorry scores 90 pts but Bonamana scores 85 pts.

(ps: sry but i'm a offically i small super junior fan) I am indeed a small fan, i only listen to some of their songs and that's it. i dont want any of their merchandise, go to any of their concerts, buy their CDs or wadsoever. Seee, i'm a sane, irrational and sensible fan. :D

and my favourite member is donghae hahah. X) but i don't like his sometimes flirty and selfish personality. i just plainly admire his looks. tada. not bad looking lah, right.. haha.

okay, look @ this video below, this boy is amazing... he's only a sixth grader and his performance is WOW...the interview is kinda entertaining too.. haha

2010-05-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

hihi, haven been bloggin for the month of May.

#1 cca went overseas to perform in HK, and i guess we 'trashed' Duman High again.. lol, the competition of the loudness of claps. lol, that what my tcher said before leaving on the 2 May.

#2 mum and bro left on 3 May to taiwan for 2 weeks. counting down the to days they're comin back

#3 waiting for super junior MV to be out. I love to see their dances it's syncronised and cool.

okay, here's music by one of my favourite artists, MIKA, the crayz guy!

It's the acoustic version. ignore the interview... song starts @ 2:15.

He's got looks that books take pages to tell
He's got a face to make you fall on your knees
He's got money in the bank to thank and I guess
You could think he's livin' at ease

Like lovers on the open shore -- what's the matter
When you're sitting there with so much more -- what's the matter
While you're wondering what the hell to be
Are you wishing you were ugly like me?

Blame it on the girls who know what to do
Blame it on the boys who keep hitting on you

Blame it on your mother for the things she said
Blame it on your father but you know he's dead

Blame it on the girls
Blame it on the boys
Blame it on the girls
Blame it on the boys

Life could be simple but you never fail
To complicate it every single time

You could have children and a wife, a perfect little life
But you blow it on a bottle of wine

Like a baby you're a stubborn child -- what's the matter
Always looking for an axe to grind -- what's the matter
While you're wondering what the hell to do
We were wishing we were lucky like you

Blame it on the girls who know what to do
Blame it on the boys who keep hitting on you

Blame it on your mother for the things she said
Blame it on your father but you know he's dead

Blame it on the girls
Blame it on the boys
Blame it on the girls
Blame it on the boys (x2)

He's got looks that books take pages to tell
He's got a face to make you fall on your knees
He's got money in the bank to thank and I guess
You could think he's livin' at ease

Blame it on the girls who know what to do
Blame it on the boys who keep hitting on you

Blame it on your mother for the things she said
Blame it on your father but you know he's dead

Blame it on the girls
Blame it on the boys
Blame it on the girls
Blame it on the boys(x2)

erm, the lyrics... i don't really catch the meaning soo.. err ahaaaahhaha. :D

and tata, off to study for SPA, econs writing prac, and Maths test tmr!

2010-04-24T11:49:00.008+08:00

I'm sorry, that i've kind of spread some flu germs to my friends :(
Rahimah and Daniel :P

I feel very guilty, that i've been telling lies and talking bad about ppl. For my own benefits. Be it to relieve the unhappiness in me, or the relieve myself from doing more work. I dislike the way that i'm behaving now.

I'm not expressing my true self.

(credits to artist, geraldine bai :D)

I'm also feeling very guilty, that i'm not able to return the same amount of love or friendship that some ppl shower on me. No, honestly, ....

I feel very guilty, that i didn't even wanted to go to my tg's concerts.

I'm a betrayer and an disloyal friend.

I am disappointed that i'm unable to show my most truthful inner self to everyone. I'm wearing different masks in front of different ppl.

The masks that i wear in front of ppl,

Some are full head masks, that are intensively decorated and painted with smiles, care and enthusiasm, used to cover the all negative feelings beneath.

Some are just white drama masks, that reveals the eyes, the windows of one's soul.

While some are only plain facial masks, soft and delicate, that can only hide the little flaws on the skin and can be removed once the time is ripe.

You may be wondering which category you are in....

I believe that everyone, to some extent has some form of camouflage, trying to keep some personal things in the dark. They may or may not mean to do so, but it's more comfortable for them to face their friends or the people around them that way.

For some, they may even start to discard their old masks and reveal a new mask that is more than what they used to have. An extreme change. But nobody knows for sure, who's wrong or right, what is getting better or getting worse.

I remember someone once told me. Change is a constant in this person's life. I wonder how much have i changed from the past... Am I the only one that has been stagnant all these while or is the change for this person and all the other ppl around me been too fast for me to catch up.

Is this good or bad?

There is no one who can tell me this very answer that many of us are looking for...

My mum is the one and only, whom I can share and tell these confusions i have in my mind. The one and only, Thx mum.

How do i live without you? I want to know~

2010-04-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I'm afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
When I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn't give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin it out
Please don't give in, I will let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you're beautiful
And there's nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It's me, I'm a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)

There might have been a time
When I would let you slip away
I wouldn't even try
But I think you could save my life

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)

Just don't give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

(So hey) just don't give up
I'm workin it out
Please don't give in,
I won't let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in, i won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me

It's like a song dedicated to the paparazzi

Adam Lambert, a talented singer, but his lifestyle @$#@%^%*& you know it. :S

okay, enjoy, cos i have cca one wed, fri and saturdays now.

*does the zhi han "SIAN~"*

sigh. and smile! cos i will make today a good day, rather than hoping that tmr will be a better day. (inspired from winnie's pictorial post in tumblr)

2010-04-03T12:15:00.003+08:00

I'm tired from the Movie Marathon. i guess everyone WHO HAS WORKED HARD FOR IT are.
I AM implying something. I hate ppl who disappears THE WHOLE TIME when it comes to work.
Let's do the Sheng Siong Cheer! haha *insiders' joke*

I slept for 1 hr during the MM, and manged to watch 9/10 of <十月围城>, which is like soo much more than i did last yr. I only had a 15 min wink last yr and watch 1/5 of <画皮>.

The movie is not as good as i expected it. Everyone dies in a tragic, or you can say, exaggerated way. and i rate this movie 2 out of 5 stars. i dont like 'mass slaughter' kind of movies.

then i went home and had my breakfast and i slept like a log for 3 straight hours till lunch time.

Then i had lunch and played computer games. and then i slept for 30 mins again.

didn do any hw @ all, cos i was like a zombie yesterday. and i pulled the muscles on my right hand, it's hurting whenever i try to exert strength. that was because of the carrying 2 tables @ one time incident while setting up the food booth. :S i was trying to save time :(

alright gona receive some heart attacks on monday. but i had my medicine already cos i expected my results. yar. shall post about it soon, but now we gotta work on the homework. stupid econs :X

If we meet again - Thimbaland and Katy Perry

The rest of the lyrics are like errrrr. The music and rhythm are rather catchy and the music story shown is quite cool.

About 2 thieves they find each other familiar and end up helping each other. But the things they stole were stolen by someone else. lol

the singers are sort of some detectives or story-tellers.

I thought that the 2 lines below are the most interesting ones. I thought of fitting some role playing in.

Police says: I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again.

Thief says: Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again

OR

Geraldine says: I'll never be the same - if we ever meet again.

Exams says: Won't let you get away-ay - say, if we ever meet again

*gulp*

bye!

2010-03-26T10:11:00.018+08:00

Birthday gifts

angbao from ah pa! :D

random handphone accessories from doro,
feel like passing the doraemon one to mr wong

birthday cards:D from bee and winnie

hard cover notebook and colour pens from TG :D

chocolates and note:D from 3sa

memopad and card:D from serene

card made by shuwen from 2/3 of 417 :D

Random marshimaro sticker -.- from 2/3 417

Retractable Mouse from 2/3 of 417

Spherical puzzle from 2/3 of 417

And BAOBAO'S cake, which my bro ate. :P

Thanks for these gifts. X)

Also, the smses and facebook messages all of you and my dear friends left :)

MINUS MEILING, of course, how would i forget about it? Thanks for reminding me about that meiling.

can u imagine this:
u didn sms ur good fren happy bday. And ur fren happen to forget abt it. Then silly you confessed to her about it while spinning up some long story to reason out why you forgot.

(=_=")

it's called digging your own grave. 自讨苦吃。

i've got cca later @ 2pm :S

2pm! listen to my heart beat... lol

i watched Alice yesterday when i planned to watch How to train your dragon :(
promised to watch it with ruishan next week or the week after...

anyways.. johnny depp is WEIRD. but he really can display madness very well. lol Mad Hatter

2010-03-23T15:22:00.004+08:00

I just love Jimmy Liao's pictures :) 幾米

The march block test is like an avalanche. I can't handle it. Maybe it's because i did last minute work and didn't put in effort in studying as i was procrastinating during the march holidays despite drawing up a nice study-for-the-test time table i pasted on my bedroom wall.

So some people may think that the march block test is like a breeze while I'm like, struggling to hang on to a tree in this typhoon.

Well, we're all in this battle to make our way to the summit of Mount Advanced, towards a higher level. Fighting against the snow and wind, walking through the dark and wilderness despite the harsh coldness.

We can make it right?

I'm waiting for Motivation, Perseverance and Discipline to save me out of Rapunzel's Tower (cus my hair isn't that long...)

With or without cuts or bruises,

Can we pull through this avalanche?

2010-03-17T11:48:00.001+08:00

2010-03-12T14:55:00.002+08:00

hey, how's preparations for exams...*gasp*

honestly, i've only planned what i wanna do for the remaining days i have to study for the upcoming march block test just today. :P

i know that i'm not going to fare well in this exam.cos i haven put in effort. it's only like 1/3? yar, all last minute work.

okay, this is a little farewell to my dear blog that i won't be blogging till the march block test ends...which is like... till 25th of march...in 2 weeks' time. yes. so time to rest and recharge okay? :)

I seem to like the letters and notebooks that ARTBOX sells...but sometimes it's a little irritating that they compact soo much colours and things and pictures into a single page...doesn't give a warm and relaxing feel...nvm

a little "singalongsong" ... and say byebye~

It's sand by 方大同, there's the chinese version one too. i just simply love his voice, :) his R&B feel~ ye...eeee....EEEeee..eee..aaa.h.hh..h~~~~

2010-03-07T12:04:00.002+08:00

I'm soo gona borrow this DVD to watch when i have the time... the effects are SOO COOL!

Percy Jackson & the Olympians: The Lightning Thief
so i guess there'll be more parts of the movie coming sooon :D:D:D:D i CANT w8!

okay road race was okay, but the way to hua chong is DAMN TIRING. i wasted a saturday to play and do work just like that...

road race 7-11
home for lunch and bath 11.30-1
out to watch play with cca 2-6.30
dinner @ tampines safra's sakura 7-9
home to bathe and relax 9.30- 10.30
knocks out 10.30-9 the next day...
breakfast 9-9.30
iron uniform 9.30-10
file chem notes 10-10.30
watched tv 10.30-11
slack on the com from 11 till now,

and here i am blogging.

2010-03-04T19:54:00.012+08:00

Okay this post is regarding what i want for my brithday,

entitled to Ruishan and TG :D

You all can buy me EITHER of the following,...

the blue version of the bag you all bought baoyi... similar bags with some (preferably blue, purple or green) simple patterns
I dont like checked or fully striped or flower patterned bags.

a whole set of colour pens (cos i lazy to buy) with a nice blue patterned (abstract art/cute cartoons) hard-covered notebook, those school diary size one with all of ur messages/photos inside :) fill up some only okay, not all!

a handy and small palm's size retractable blue mouse, with patterns/ just with the sheen. the shiny shiny feel. :D

the puzzle that is shaped like a globe/sphere. Picture on the puzzle pieces, preferably cartoons again, or some snowy scenery :)

the last thing on the list: Don't buy me things for bai3 mei3 purposes and without any meaning..

And no real life animals, for goodness sake. <<<---- shuwen

okay, i've done my assignment ruishan! X) so you know what to buy for my brithday, yea? yea! :D

2010-02-25T19:41:00.002+08:00

YESSSS MY COM'S REPAIRED! :D

thx bro, for letting me use his lappie when i needed it. :) and thx for helping me ask the dell ppl to come fix it. ^_^

I FORGIVE YOU, BRO. XP

JJ's

oh yar, below is the video of curling.

WARNING: turn ur speaker volume a little softer, so as to prevent shock. yes, DO TAKE MY ADVICE.

2010-02-23T18:13:00.005+08:00

the CNY is over. it's one of the longest break i've ever had since the start of sch.

but now it's over already, like 1 week ago. *sigh* the dreadful

it's already the 7th week of school, in maybe 20+ weeks' time it'll be the As. *sigh*

oh mys.

The weekend had just passed by. I ran 3.3km for about 17 mins. Met baoyi, went home together. talked abt serene, theresa and winnie, and mentioned about manda. thinking about when to visit winnie and what to prepare. a card? a basket of fruits? flowers? nothing? scrapbook?

had econs casestudy this morning.
insufficient time to finish the casestudy = not passing = slept early + overslept = never study = don't need to study.

Serene's sick again. winnie's having her OP this friday. I'm having a chem test next thursday. there's road race next saturaday.

I wished my dad good health this very CNY. cos he's starting to take diabetes pills. bad daddy. i hope that he will QUIT eating excessively. eat moderately and not have snacks every now and then. I had the urge to counsel him about his health problems. but i held myself back. it'll be extremely solem...

i realised the importance of health in the recent months. people around me has been falling ill and going to the hospital too frequently. i am worried. Plus, since i saw many shows (of super junior interviews) about wishes to their closed ones or beloved fans, health will always be the NUMBER 1 wish, the more i feel that HEALTH is the key to wealth, happiness and achievements.

yes. may god bless everyone with pink health :)

i watched some of the vancouver winter olympics on tv for the past few days.
I LOVED CURLING!! :D

It's such an intersting sport. i may post a video of curling on my next entry.

I wanna go to chewchew's new house soon, to see cheyenne (not my maths tcher okay...it's a dog lol), PIZZA (her little bro) and the 2008 graduation video..hahhaa

okay, i'm realllllllly hungry now, i shall go have my dinner, then do casestudy 3 etc etc... :) byebyeeeeeeeeeeeee

TAG PPL!

2010-02-13T11:35:00.005+08:00

the 2010 vancouver winter olympics is here!

the 2010 youth olympics is coming soon!

Doro's coming back to sch next week after her apendix operation, classroom's gona change to 1st floor E1-4, next to kuan/guan jie's classroom, wonder how doro will react. haha.

CNY is here!

2010-01-30T10:53:00.003+08:00

Dreams = Emotional release.

Marathon To dream that you are running in a marathon, represents life and how you are performing. It may parallel life's "rat race" or how you feel about life. Consider how you feel about the marathon and how you are approaching it. (long and unbearable)

To see a person turn their back on you, signifies that you will be deeply hurt as a result of envy and jealousy. To dream of your back, represents your attitudes, strengths, burdens and stance in the world. It may also relate to stress and pressure that someone is putting on you.

To see friends in your dream, signifies aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge these rejected aspects of yourself. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Additionally, this symbol foretells of happy tidings from them and the arrival of good news. To see your childhood friend in your dream, signifies regression into your past where you had no responsibilities and things were much simpler and carefree. You may be wanting to escape the the pressures and stresses of adulthood. Consider the relationship you had with this friend and the lessons that were learned. Alternatively, the childhood friend may be suggesting that you have been acting in a childish manner and you need to start acting like an adult.

To dream that you are being complimented, refers to your desire for romance and love.

To dream that you are in tears, signifies that a healing of some sort is taking place in your life. The tears symbolize compassion, emotional healing and spiritual cleansing. Alternatively, tears may indicate pain. To dream that you are crying, signifies a release of negative emotions that is more likely caused by some waking situation rather than the events of the dream itself. Your dream is a way to regain some emotional balance and a way to safely let out your fears and frustrations. In our daily lives, we tend to ignore, deny, or repress our feelings. But in our dream state, our defense mechanisms are no longer on guard and thus allow for the release of such emotions.

To wake up crying, represents some suppressed hurt or previous trauma that is coming up to the surface. You can no longer suppress these emotions. They need to be dealt with head on.

I was feeling very negative yesterday. I dunno why, this sudden urge to want to exert violence on people around me. I think i need an emotional release. I'm sorry.

哭过就好了痛都会走的, 记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的 .

soothe my soul

2010-01-26T16:59:00.004+08:00

hi, my blog's gona be retired for the time being, till next week i guess. it's too stressful and eventful for the start of the new sch term.

1st was the open house, mass dance, house dance, then we had lecture and class tests. Now we have drama lessons every week, my dad's birthday's coming up but i haven made his card yet. I guess i'm gona do last minute work. oh dear.

oh on thurs the J1s are coming. i heard that many of my juniors are coming MJ. :) w8, is that a good thing or a bad thing. oh and i heard from siddiq, my classmate, my pw grpmate (haha?) that there'll be about 930 students entering meridian this yr. CRAZY... these teachers and staffs are mad.

Imagine their JC1 common lunch period. O-M-G. it'll be even more hevock than ours. *faints* i glad that i was born in 1992. hahaha

alright i shouldn't be blogging more now, i've got chem test tmr. Dang. I've got GP essay outline to be done. Dang! I've also got to complete the econs casestudy. DANG!

gotta gooooooooooooo~~~~~

intro a new song: According to You! by a new singer,Orianthi. i think she's a little like avril lavigene. :)i like this style~

2010-01-02T12:39:00.003+08:00

HEY YO! I GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN! :D

cool cool? It'S blue! :D

a new skin for a new year!

HAPPY 2010!

credits to: http://www.wretch.cc/blog/cwwany/26388621

to view these animated picture, click on the link above. It's really cool.

alright bye.

2009-12-26T15:31:00.002+08:00

It was Christmas yesterday.
I didn't feel like going out to play.

It's rainy and blue today.
i just want a bed to lay.

LOL, wat one earth has got me to say these kind of nonsense.

Well, i hope everyone ENJOYED MY CHRISTMAS SMS! XD I'm once again, proud of my creation. ^_^

got lots of hw undone. :X

I think i'll not change my blogskin that soon, cos there isn't any skin i like so far.

Would you like to suggest one?

signing off~

Halfway gone by Life house, this may take some time to load. but it's worth watching and listening... the computer editing is WOW.

You were always hard to hold
So letting go aint easy
Im hanging on but growing cold
While my mind is leaving

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep
Cause youre halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause Im halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
You got one foot out the door
And choking on the other
Always think theres something more
Its just around the corner

Talk, talk is cheap
Give me a word you can keep
Cause Im halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin, feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Now Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone
Dont take too long, dont take too long
Cause Im on my way
If you take too long
Cause Im halfway gone and Im on way
And Im feeling, feelin Im feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone

If you want me out, then Im on my way
And Im feelin , feelin feelin this way
Cause youre halfway in, but dont take too long
Cause Im halfway gone, Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Cause Im halfway gone, and Im halfway gone (wohoww wohoww)
Cause Im halfway gone, yeah Im halfway gone

Alvin and Chipmunks' singing are cute especially with the Chipettes now.. haha, go and look at the trailer..

http://www.munkyourself.com/

2009-12-20T18:58:00.002+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, i'm so relieved now cos i'm sorta done with my CCA stuffs and i DONT NEED TO ACT FOR MY BRO'S SKIT :) Instead i'm just helping him flim a couple of scenes. :D and it's all done today TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thx and cheers to everyone who have participated in these events, mostly, my mum. :) she's the mediator, if not my bro and my dad would have started a fight. okay okay, me too, i helped lubricate the tense-ness btw my bro and my dad sometimes too. XD

hahahaha, now i can concentrate on completing my holiday assignments :X honestly, i haven done much, not even 1/4. uhoh.

And i'm going out tmr, with my tg clique ^_^, we're GOING TO THE MOOOOOOOOOOVIES *imitates the radio advertisement*

NEW MOON, OH YES OH YES. XD XD XD XD

i must say, gd job geraldine! hahahahaa

okay shall end here and serach for blogskin again, almost forgot all abt it.

AN-NEONG-HA-SEH-YO~ korean wave~ lol.

2009-12-10T15:14:00.004+08:00

hi.. i'm back from taiwan and i'm here to show u some pictures i took with my handphone on my trip there there was quite alot of super junior news i see on the entertainment news programmes and news papers.. but i have to say, donghae, please cut ur hair. for such a nice face, please tidy up ur hair. i was there for like.. 6 days or 5 days. yep and the good thing is I DIDNT VOMIT IN THIS VERY TRIP! WOOHOOOOOOOO~ and JET* 's plane's comfort-ness is only a 2.5 out of 5 * shall tell u more about my trip in the next up coming posts... i heard this song which i loved alot in taiwan hope u all enjoy it too.

more pics comiong up when my aunt emails it to me :D:D:D:D

have fun @ the chalet pple! make sure u have time to finish ur holiday hw and prepare for the openhouse and sch reopen tests!!!

adios!

2009-12-08T16:00:00.000+08:00

hi peeps! i'm back! :D shall post a blog entry soon. got cca stuffs to clear...

searching for a new blogskin also.. so yar, cya soon!

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

2009-11-03T20:52:00.003+08:00

My class currently is in this KOREA FEVER, and gosh, my class chairman even said that he wanna create a KOREAN CLUB. *faints*

okay, it's not like i'm such an anti-korean stuff person, it's just that they're too OVER abt it. Knowing the person's name, height, weight, horoscope, CHARACTER, EX-GIRL/BOYFRIENDS... AND EVEN PLASTIC SURGERIES...

OH MY GOSSSHHHH, it's TOO OVER!

okay, currently, OP's fine with me, just that i've gotta work on my speed and hand gestures and SMILING. (-.-)

yar, alright...

time to stay away from the korean stuffs.. it's back to CHINESE SONGS.. listen to this one, it's called 画沙 by Jay Chou and a new female singer. well, i love that girl's voice and her 气质 (temperament) plus!!!!!!! she plays the violin!!!!!! X), i'm smitten by people who plays the violin, cos most of them have this temperament and i always see this glow of loght behind them when they start playng the violin... awwww... XD, but, NOT TO CHERYL FONG! lol :X cos she's been picking up violin recently, but i guess her attempt to give off temperament will fail, :P cos that's the way she is, funny and yar, we all know her...

okay, let's wsee what pictures have i accumulated in my hp.... well well,

2009-10-20T07:14:00.004+08:00

i wanna thx my pw grp members and my dad...

for the 2007 microsoft word.

well, my bro doesnt seem to need it, and my dad has it in his laptop already, soooo. nobody in the house wanna buy 2007 with me!:(

i'm now fedup abt microsoft. cos it's so different with 2003, and i hate the small viewscreen in 2007. and all the inconvenience.

2007 IS 好看不好用

I HATE YOU!

NOW I LOVE TO LISTEN TO THIS CRAZY SONG TO DESTRESS MYSELF

I wanna talk to you
{The last time we talked Mr. Smith you reduced me to tears
I promise you that won't happen again}

Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty? Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?

Yeah, I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you walk out the door!

{Getting angry doesn't solve anything}

How can I help it? How can I help it?
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby, hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink

Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!

Say what you want to satisfy yourself, hey!
But you only want what everybody else
Says you should want, you should want

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!

I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful, I could be purple
I could be anything you like

Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!

{Humphry, we're leaving}
Kaching